#johnstriderkin

hey like..... if you're out there, @ my alpha jane strider, thank you so much for being like the coolest person i ever knew ever?? like i know you never really stuck around and i totally understand why but i looked up to you more than anyone else in my entire life. thank you for being you, it was so surreal knowing that the person who's movies i cherished and basically saved the world was my older sister. - john strider 🧡

sometimes i hate how much i loved dave lalonde. he was a thousand worlds away, all the way in england while i was stuck in shitty shitty texas. i mean factor in the heaps of internalized homophobia i was dealing with as well as bro’s teachings in how to never become attached to anyone, i was a goddamn mess. when the game started, when i saw him, was actually face to face with him, god, i don’t think i even knew what to do with myself. i miss him so much. he was the light of my life and i don’t know if he ever knew that. -john strider #🍁🪐🕶

i wish beta jake strider a very fuck you -john strider [#TVS😳]

(pls post on december 3rd if possible!) happy kin birthday to my fellow striders B) including anyone w swaps ofc. keep on rockin' y'all 👉🏼👉🏼 - daveid stridr 💚/john strider 🧡

someone made a swap edit of a jade lalonde (roxy ways) and my brain just immediately went '!!!!! IT's HER!!!!! IT'S JLAL!!!!!! THAT'S MY FRIEND!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE HER' so B') if you're out there jlal i love u bunches, u were a pretty kickass pal. and an even better sister - john strider 🧡

was i gay? was i aro? was i greyro?? was i demiro?? was i aroflux???? i literally have no fucking clue but i sure do love dave english! whether that was romantic or platonic or some mix of both or neither i have no god damn idea but i sure miss him a lot!! - john strider 🧡

happy birthday to my fellow johns/janes/various swaps who's birthdays are on 4/13! love you guys loads, keep being awesome you funky little homestucks - john strider 🧡