#johnson do

FIRST EPISODE EVER! Thanks SO much for checking out my ORIGINAL comic series! I've been promoting this character for two years, selling merch at any local art events that will accept Bae-Bee and I. It's been a long time coming but it's finally here and I can't help but feel ALL the hype in the world! THANK YOU! <3 

Official Bae-Bee vinyl stickers, apparel, tote bags, caps and many more could be found on our site JDOARTS.COM 

 - Johnson Do (Creator)

Listening to: Me Without You by Sam Tsui

Hello, it is 4am in the morning. I don't know why I am still up right now, but I am. I bought this song and another song on itunes by this artist, and those songs just gave me soo much thoughts that's just keeping me wide awake right now. I have to go to work in a few hours and I should need to sleep.. But oh well. I was planning to buy myself a cup of mocha later anyways.

Anyways. This song, Me Without You, it just makes me feel even more lonely. From time to time, occasionally, I would be sympathetic about myself and tell myself that I would accept being alone for the rest of my life. That's what I tell myself anyways.. But at the end of the day, I am human after all, and like all humans, we all need company and attention. I feel like it is literally impossible to live without someone to be around with, whether it's a friend, family or a lover. I am just 20 years old right now, but I think way too much about things like these. Like how would my older self feel if I don't do this or do that, and it really does scare me. One of the things that scares me, is ending up alone. Now I know that I'll have friends, not too sure if I'll still have my current ones or not, but I don't want to end up alone at all. Truthfully, I do care about these things. No matter how weird I act, deep down, maybe it's all just a cover up or an act so that I won't have to face actual feelings towards someone. I do have trust issues and it IS hard to get through to the actual me. If I could sing, I would totally express myself a lot more that way, but with words, I am just really useless, so don't expect any straight forward words coming from me.

As of right now, I can't imagine myself being with anyone at all and I would totally like to see myself to prove it wrong. I've had a crush in high school, and un-naturally, I forced myself to forget her around the same time I forced myself to forget everyone else in my life and started a new bank or friends. Yep, I had a crush on one of my female friends, she probably won't be reading this even though we're facebook friends and this WILL be linked on my facebook. Anyways, I am ending this here because I REALLY need to sleep and I just had to share my thoughts so MAYBE I can sleep now! Bye! Listening to Me Without You  and Don't Want An Ending.

My video final ended up as an audio final. Due to not being able to show my face in any shots, I figured that I might as well not have any direct visuals.

Food Color Dye Attempt: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hu-H410P3iA&feature=youtu.be 

Final Product:

I guess my final project will be on Bipolarity. This was something that just came up on my mind. I managed to come up with some thoughts about this topic doing the Mind Mapping technique. 

<Mind Map will be uploaded soon right here......>

Obstruction 1: No camera movement.

Obstruction 2: No zooming.

Obstruction 3: No shots of one's self.

Obstruction 4: Must include text.

Obstruction 5: 30 seconds of time-laspe. 

I believe that I, myself, am bipolar in a way, and so is everyone else. People change their emotions all the time. I believe that putting a name to this occurrence makes it sound bad and horrible to have. I am aware that there are some people who gets diagnosed for bipolarity, and I find it a bit ridiculous that it's something that could be tested on. 

Sound/ Audio Project Final

Idea: The idea behind this project is that I tell myself to stay strong all the time. So many voices in my head that keeps telling me things that I should believe. But actual, other people say different things......I am a very naive in a way because I really believe that some kind of force will guide me through life.  And of course other people may say differ and it causes me to have a constant argument with myself in what to believe in. And all these thoughts is hurting my health and the way I act or react to things.........

I wanted to convey the experience of having things keep repeating over and over again. When I feel down or depressed or useless, I tell myself things similar to this. To have something to believe in. I'm not religious or anything. I believe only in myself. And on a side note, my stand on religion is that if there IS a god out there, then meh! I wouldn't really care because I have myself to worry about and not some "greater" being.