But what if it happened like this... theyâre in 221B and John just had his big and necessary emotional breakdown about the Mary-baby-issue, blaming Sherlock for it, or at least blaming him for not telling him the truth from the beginning, and is about to storm out of the flat, just because, not because he really wants to. In the heat of the argument both of them had completely forgotten that the radio was on, couldnât hear it because of the occasional shouting, but the silence between them is so overwhelming now that they couldnât even pretend not to hear the faint music.Â
And suddenly, John froze.
Could it really be this goddamn song playing now? That song Sherlock had taught him how to dance to?
Almost as if looking for help, John glanced towards Sherlock, but no, damnit, he shouldnât be asking him what to do now, he was the reason things were like this now in the first place, he shouldnât...
But this look, this fraction of a second, was enough. Enough to change the mood in the room completely, to turn it upside down, enough for Sherlock to suddenly start approaching John, enough for John to decide not to leave, at least not yet.
The invitation to dance was unspoken, so desperately unspoken as so many things are between them, but neither of them backed off.Â
If thatâs it, if thatâs how this ends, then itâs fine.Â
One last dance.Â
One last time.
Their hands fell into their respective places much too naturally and, since itâs the only part John had learnt in the end, John took over the leading. Sherlock couldnât have minded less.Â
For a minute or two, they were shifting their feet, carefully avoiding to dance closer than necessary, John desperately trying to remember what Sherlock had taught him back then, because the last time he had done this was, when, ages ago? The last time he had danced like this was... oh.
âDonât you think Iâm not still mad at you.â
âHuh?â
Johnâs breaking the silence between them was so unexpected, his words so muffled, that Sherlock really needed some moments to process them.
âYou heard me just fine.â John didnât even try to hide the sulky tone in his voice. Not sulky, though, justifiedly upset. What Sherlock had done was not okay and John would not try and downplay this just because.
Sherlock furrowed his brows, but nodded, even if John didnât look at him to actually see his reaction.
Some more skilful steps, and when exactly had they started to move closer together?
âSo... where are you actually going now?â Sherlock tried to sound as casual about it as he could. The dancing somehow made it easier, acted as sort of a catalyst for this unpleasant and slightly awkward conversation, so completely taken out of their actual reality.
Though this question caught John quite off-guard, because, he really hadnât thought about that. Storming out of the flat, okay, spending maybe a night over at a friendâs place, but then... what exactly? Look for a place of his own, obviously. He had nowhere else to go, now. Not anymore...
Throwing a furtive glance at Sherlock, John shifted his jaw, pondering, not answering. Why would Sherlock ask him that? Why would he care? After all the nastiness that had happened between them just now - okay, John had to admit that this had mostly been quite one-sided and reviewing all the things he actually had said, he felt a bit... no, why should he feel guilty about it, Sherlock should feel guilty for lying to him, betraying him. Yes, thatâs what it was, John felt betrayed.Â
Betrayed by Sherlock, of all people.Â
âWell... maybe staying over at Gregâs for some daysâ oh, Sherlock, seriously? Lestrade.â
At least now Sherlock would have an excuse for the slight blush on his cheeks if this was to be made a topic. He waited a moment for John to finish the sentence, but grew impatient nevertheless, â... and then what?â
The expression on Johnâs face told Sherlock more than John actually admitting that he hadnât got a clue about the âthen whatâ. The dancing now was so naturally part of this conversation, that they both didnât waste a second thought on it anymore.
âYou know... it would be a lot easier for you to just stay here until youâve got everything sorted.â
âSherlock...â
âWe could agree on an arrangement here, or Iâll just move out for the time being...â
John hissed in disbelief as the song slowly approached its end. Did Sherlock even realise how ridiculous he sounded?Â
âSo I should stay here just so that you have to find a place somewhere else, because IââÂ
Just in time John stopped himself from finishing this thought. What would he have said anyway? Because he wanted to leave? That was true, but that wasnât all of it, was it? Because he couldnât stay here with someone who didnât trust him, who lied to him? Closer, yes, but still.Â
âBecause you, what?â
This idiot needed an answer for everything, didnât he? Wasnât it obivious, did John really have to explain...
The final notes of the song and they both got ready for their final turn.
âBecause you, what, John?â Sherlock repeated himself, as the last note played and John...Â
... dipped him.
His eyes suddenly wide in horror, John tried his best not to drop Sherlock out of pure shock. How had that happened? Had he seriously been that preoccupied with the situation that he just recalled his last choreography and enacted it 1:1 in this doubtlessly absolutely different situation? Was he completely out of his mind?
Sherlock didnât seem to be flabbergasted at all by this unexpected turn of events and John could nothing but secretly admire the calmness with which he asked, again, completely ignoring the slight tremble in his voice, âBecause you what? John?â
âOh for Godâs sake...â
Unchalantly dropping both of them on the floor, Johnâs lips finally found Sherlockâs as the next song started playing.
Seemed like John wouldnât leave 221B tonight after all...
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