You liked thinking you were engaged to @consultjohnwatson and now you are hurt and angry that it's not true. Try to remember how you felt when you thought it was real, that's what you wanted from John. He pretended to have the same feelings and to see if you liked him that way.
You BOTH want to be together! Please just talk it over with him and be honest about your feelings for him. Please.
And hopefully you aren't finding drugs. π
Too late.










