#joesworld

We go through so many of these in our lifetime, some of us are lucky to enough to find some that last a lifetime, and some are unfortunate enough to go through them like this weeks laundry. I never really had much of a "Best Friend", maybe like a childhood version of it, where you hang out with the same kid all the time because they live close. However nowadays, I find myself hanging out with different friends for different reasons. I have some friends I hang out with whenever I need my GEEK OUT fix, so we play video games, watch Batman and talk about anything without feeling stupid, buuuut when it comes to more serious topics and responsibility, they're absent. Then I have friends I hang out with because we have the same moral values, ya know, the whole get a good job so you can have a happy family, having a realistic goal that can be easily achieved, but these guys are afraid to think outside the box or to talk about anything that isn't real, afraid that if they don't live life by the book, they'll never make it. I think that's why I've never really had a "best friend', because I'm somewhere in between those two worlds. I can only be exposed to one or the other in small doses, so I always bounce back and forth, hmmm... maybe that's why I'm so indecisive.. Hurray for self realizations woooooo  Later days 

You ever have one of those days where anything and everything just frustrates you and the fact that anything and everything frustrates you, frustrates you even more? Well it's one of those days :/. You don't want to fall asleep because you feel like you did nothing with your life, and you don't want to wake up because you're afraid tomorrow will be the same. All you're waiting for is that little something that makes you want to keep going, most people say that you can't just wait around for these things, and that you have to go out and find it. However, to my experience, I usually only find something once I stop looking for it, but how could I ever stop looking for something like that? I don't know maybe I'm just being a bummer.