#joederp

updated my theme again. had a lot of fun with the one gradient that i found in the subtitle and i copied and pasted it everywhere 😂 i love messing around with themes so much. still working on my allin1 page. laptop charger stopped working so that scares me as i still need to finish some college essays....shit.

the hardest part is getting started, the harder part is staring at the screen and figuring out how the fuck i can convince them i'm actually worth something, the hard part is knowing i'm an amazing writer but facing the facts that my emotional issues are causing a hindrance in that, the easy part is telling myself i shouldn't do any of it and just accept my fate as i go down, Down, Down

on that note if anyone wants to send me happy things or whatever feel free to. it'd be cool i guess, i'd appreciate it lots especially as christmas is approaching.