I hear my heart beat through the sheets

The night is silent

As I think of you

You've helped me experience

Something new

Friendship grew

Then broke apart

Along with it

Went my heart

The memories I've kept and cared

Although I wish my tears were spared

From falling on the scribbled pages

Everyday, already aging.

Days have passed

A month will go too

I'm here still missing you

I've never seen

Heard

Or felt

Your face

Your voice

Your hand

Were you dashing?

Were you low pitched?

Was it smooth

Or rough as a peach pit?

The silly hope I hold on

That your memories,

You would recall.

I should forget

But I refuse it all.

I wish I could say the cheesiest line

"I'll find you again and make you mine."

But no, I don't think that will ever do

Maybe

"See you again. Hopefully soon!"

Were a friend or the one you got away?

But in my dreams

You talk too much I said

But I love to hear your voice

I saw you got so excited easily

But you looked so cute when you do

I told you not to boast

Because I want to do it for you

So many things I love about you

You're allowed to cry

It's humane, I do it too.

I rather see you smile

It's prettier when you do.

Your laugh is the cutest jingle;

It flutters in the air.

You always look so nicely

With your silky hair.

But today I saw you small,

The saddest I've ever seen.

Your face was red

And you were out of my reach.

My heart was blaring messages.

All the things I wanted to say.

I couldn't say it to you,

So I let my heart strings play.

The words get caught on my lips

So I'll just hug you instead.

I'll let you hug me really tight

And let your tear drops drip.

You're allowed to cry

It's humane, I do it too.

I rather see you smile