9. “However many years we have left, I want to spend them all with you.” please!! and thank you in advance <33
pairing: jimin x reader
tags: angst (?), lovers exes to lovers, fluff but not really, sfw
wc: 0.5k
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You're frozen in place. You didn't know he would show up, didn't know he'd remember the little promise you both made almost twenty years ago. Jimin looks so different in many ways, but he also still looks the same.
His hair is longer, black strands tucked behind his ears, ears that used to be littered with piercings but now have none. He looks so mature now--of course, it probably has something to do with the age. But he stands taller, confident, more sure of himself. He dresses more maturely, too, and you hope he achieved his dream of starting his own company.
There are fine lines under his eyes and on his forehead, he has a few white strands peeking from his hair, and you can see his smile lines now. He's aged so much from the last time you've seen him (and so have you). Jimin looks so different in many ways, but he also still looks the same.
He still looks like your first love.
"What are you doing here?" you finally ask. Your voice sounds so small, so unsure.
Jimin smiles like he knows something you don't. "Didn't we make that promise all those years ago?"
You nod because of course you remember. How could you forget? How could you forget the words you both exchanged before parting ways, before letting each other go.
Jimin was your first love, all throughout high school till college. High school sweethearts is what everyone called you. You thought you'd be together for the rest of your lives because your love was that strong, that deep, that easy. Because that's how love should be like, right? It should be finding that calmness in each other, being able to be vulnerable and honest and yourself. There's no begging in love, no pleading to each other not to let you go. There should be no lies, no screaming, no harsh words thrown at each other. You shouldn't be having to prove yourself every time.
But somehow, it did turn out that way. You found yourself wanting different things. You found yourself begging to be in Jimin's life. Him telling you to leave, then the next day telling you to stay. You threw harsh words at each other, some words you both regret.
Loving each other became hard along the way, so you chose to let each other go.
But you made a promise to each before saying goodbye for the last time. You promised each other that if you still felt something, that if your heart still held a little piece of him, or if his held a piece of you, that you'd come back to the place you first met, twenty years after saying goodbye.
And you're here now. And so is he.
He says your name gently, and it pulls at your heart. You turn to look into his eyes and you smile. Deep down in your heart, you know.
“However many years we have left, I want to spend them all with you," he says.
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Thank you to @thewritinglibra for sending me this adorable drabble!!!
It truly wasn’t uncommon for Harry to spend the week following a fight laying around with ice and hot packs and getting prodded at by Liam, trying to heal before throwing himself back into training, but with Beth gone, things were different. He couldn’t quite remember what he used to do alone before she became a constant fixture next to him, even when she studied and paid him no attention she was still beside him in company. Now she was back in Halifax and nothing could hold his attention for more than a few minutes without his mind drifting to her. Everything had traces of Beth.
Picking up his laptop and unlocking it he was again reminded of her, her Pinterest page left open on her saved page. Harry scrolled through them all, feeling closer to her; through what seemed like a million tutorial videos and pages of perfect cupcakes and ‘maple syrup substitutes’, and Canadian thanksgiving posts which he sincerely hoped would come to life this October.
There seemed to be no end, he thought, and he was about to close down the page until something caught his eye. A board titled One Day that made Harry feel almost as if he was intruding – but was curious enough to click on anyways. The page was filled with gardening tips, videos on how to organize space, lists of local stores and shops that offered organic fair trade coffee and tea, and the like. All things to build a home and life, and he hopelessly wished he could offer her the smallest bit of it, with Beth gone, Harry had felt the surge to share more with her, to be proactive in their life together.
He suddenly realized he could – which is how he found himself three days into a project in his back garden, staring at the laptop with his phone pressed to his ear.
“A living wall?” Niall asked
“Yeah”
“And you’re sure you can do it alone?” he asked. He knew how stubborn Harry could be, and could hear his best mate huffing and puffing as he worked.
It’s what led to a very serious looking Niall crowding around the laptop and helping him with the odd screw or hammering – leaving most of it to Harry but there for support. They’d agreed that Beth would want to pick out the flowers and nurse them from seed to succulent, and hung the wall of soil and mesh for her to come back to.
When Beth had come home a week and a bit later, Harry had been so excited to see her that it had fallen to the back of his mind until she’d stepped outside in the morning after her arrival in his favorite t-shirt and shorts and saw it. Small tears slid down her face and passed her smile which was covered slightly by her tiny hand in surprise, and she tucked herself under Harry’s side, looking onto the wall and imagining all the time they’d spend together, pruning and planting and pretending not to watch at each other. She imagined the aloe plants and wildflowers and him, and couldn’t believe what he’d done for her. It was an invitation to spend time together, for her to have and grow something in his home – something more theirs than his.
“I love you” she whispered, they were the only words she could find, the only ones that fit.
Can we have a sneak peak in to one of Beth and Harry's text convos since she went back home. Also, did beth's parents notice a change in her since she came back?
Beth’s parents could definitely see a difference in her when she came back. It wasn’t a massive change but they could tell she was more confident in herself and that she’d become more independent.
Just curious, I can imagine the texts Niall sent to Harry but if you have time and energy would you like to share the conversation?? It's fine if you don't and I'll be here awaiting the final chapter!! Xx
Harry/Niall
Hey can you and Bridget stop for groceries before you come here? Coffee, fruit, anything you guys want for breakfast, maybe orange juice for Lux
We’re on it
Thanks mate, you’re the best
Somebody’s in a good mood
I’m always in a good mood
That’s a lie
When did you get to the house?
I don’t know, a couple of hours ago?
Ahhh I know why you’re in a good mood then
Oh fuck off, you know nothing
I know that Beth’s only been home a week and you suddenly have an empty house to yourselves for a few hours…
Well I hate to ruin your kinky daydream but Tom and Lux are here
Damn. There’s no bigger cockblock than a three year old with lots of questions
You’re literally the worst
And here I was planning on running interference this weekend, getting everyone out of the house so you and the missus could have some alone time
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And posting handball pics, with a mature warning, from the news, is completely different. Imo.
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Hi! Could you please tell us about something that Beth/Harry likes to do with each of their eventual kids? I love hearing about their lives. Thank you for sharing your work with us!
Ben is super athletic and into a lot of sports so he and Harry bond over that. When he’s old enough he goes for morning runs with his dad and that’s sort of their daily bonding time. Ben is very much an outdoorsy kind of kid. When he’s little, Beth takes him to parks and for walks all the time and he brings her sticks and flowers. When he’s older it’s enough for him to just be hanging outside near her. Because he leaves home when he’s pretty young, both Harry and Beth soak up as much time as they can with him.
Poppy is very quiet and introverted. She and Beth can read out on the back patio together for hours. She also loves gardening so they have that in common. Because Pops is so reserved, Harry goes out of his way to carve out time for her. He’ll take her out for tea so he can just listen to everything she has to say about school and her friends and her life without the other kids butting in.
Harper loves pretty much everything. She’s a very easy-going kid. She loves to be in the kitchen so Beth teaches her how to cook and bake pretty young. She’s super crafty too and when she’s little she ropes Harry into helping her make glittery cards and homemade toys and things to put in the garden. Harry’s always got sparkles on him and the guys at the gym make fun of him but he doesn’t care.
Ellie likes to always be on the go. She never sits still and always wants to try something new. Beth’s always encouraging her creativity and helps her build forts and treehouses and teaching her how to ride a bike and roller-skate really young (mostly to help her burn off some extra energy). Their real bonding time comes from all the time Beth has to spend patching up her cuts and kissing her bruises better. Harry’s always on the go with Ellie too, just like with Ben, but when she’s older, Ellie really wants to learn photography so she and Harry learn about it together and that’s really their thing
14. How do they tell stories? Are they captivating or boring? Do they tell it how it is, embellish their tales, or make shit up entirely?
Beth’s stories are quick and to the point usually. Sometimes she’ll embellish them a bit if she’s telling them to friends and it’s a funny story. Harry likes to drag his stories out for as long as possible. He’ll make shit up and embellish to get laughs, especially from Beth. And if he’s telling the story to Niall, 50% of it is bullshit for sure
