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Lucien As a Big Brother | A Headcanon

Just thinking about after Beron dies / is murdered by everyone, when LOA is finally able to be with Helion and Lucien in peace in the Day Court, simply existing as a family.

Helion and LOA make love for like 100 nights straight and (unsurprisingly) conceive the final member of the brood.

LOA gets to joyfully and openly have a child with the man she has never been allowed to love.

Helion is endlessly fussy throughout her entire pregnancy as if she hasn’t done this 7 i repeat 7 times. And she lets him because it’s so damn endearing to see him experiencing fatherhood.

Helion keeps having panic attacks and Lucien has to calm him down.

The labor takes 1 hour because LOA could do this in her sleep at this point. Lucien has to walk Helion through more breathing exercises than his mother during that hour.

Lucien becomes a big brother to a little girl with auburn curls who all but worships him and follows him around hopelessly forevermore.

She thinks her big brother is the sun, the moon, and the entire world in between. She becomes inconsolable whenever she has to be parted from him for naps or lessons.

Lucien takes her to the libraries on his shoulders and she giggles all the while. He hands her books to read on his shoulders while he finds his own. She holds them upside down and babbles, pretending to be very studious like her elder brother.

One day she shows up to lessons having drawn a line from her jaw to her eyebrow to match his. Her governess scrubs it off. She scribbles it back on the next day.

Lucien finally learns what it is to have a sibling who cares deeply for him and looks up to him like no one else. The end.

I DIDN’T EVEN WATCH THE SHOW YET