April 8th, it was supposed to be a party.

You’re not here anymore, you’re not here to celebrate with us. I wish you were, I would have loved to see you smile and shine and eat cake. You would’ve received so much gifts from all of us. We all miss you so much, and we can’t send gifts to heaven.

Are you well? I hope you’re well. I see you often, you’re the first star to appear when the sun goes down, and the last one to vanish when a new day starts again. You always catch my eye because you shine so bright, like you did when you were still here with us. I remember your contagious laugh, it was bright enough to make flowers grow.

So instead of remembering all of the pain you felt, the loneliness, the hopelessness. I want to remember what you brought into this world, the smiles you put on peoples faces, the joy you spread around, the amazing melodies you shared, the beautiful lyrics you wrote. I want to remember your music, your passion, everything you’ve put so much hard work into.

But most of all, on this special day…

I just simply want to remember you.

Kim Jonghyun, you have worked so hard, you did well.

Thank you, I love you and I miss you, as I will continue to miss you each and every day, for the rest of my life.