#jisung reader

oof thank you sm. Ive been on a skz kick so I was loving this.

also the end may be shit because I'm having a bad night. 

Bang Chan

(Y/n) was sitting on one of the chairs in Chan's room, they had a blanket draped over and was fast asleep. Chan had his headphones on loud and only noticed (Y/n) was crying when he saw the reflection of them in a black monitor. He took off his headphones to make sure they were crying. Chan saw more droplets fall and kneeled and shook (Y/n) awake.

"Hey baby, wake up. Are you okay? Anything you want to talk about?"

When he realized that this was normal for them, he would still worry but would always be open if (Y/n) needed to talk. 

Minho 

He would be dead ass serious, Minho thought (Y/n) was kidding at first. The first time they stayed over, they both were in bed and watching some show. (Y/n) slowly drifted off on Minho. He set his phone down and was getting ready to sleep. His shirt started to get wet, Minho was confused until he looked down and saw tears leaking out of (Y/n)'s eye. No heaving sobs, just faint dripping. He would wake them up and ask if everything is okay. It would take him a while to get used to but Minho would try his best to make (Y/n) happy. 

Changbin

He would be so scared, even if they told him. (Y/n) would just be laying in Chnagbin's bed taking a nap and when he walked in to wake them. He saw tears falling and immediately ask if everything was okay, any bad dreams, or if they wanted to talk. (Y/n) told him that was normal, Changbin would still feed them and watch their favorite show with them. He would cuddle (Y/n) trying to not make them cry when they're asleep. Changbin would think that it was a problem that (Y/n) didn't know or want to talk about. 

Hyunjin

He would laugh at a bit, not being mean but as a perfect match. His members have told him that he talks in his sleep. If something was seriously wrong of course he would be worried and take care of (Y/n). Hyunjin would be weirded out and wanted to make sure that they were actually okay but it wouldn't be much of an issue. If they saw (Y/n) sleeping and crying, they would probably make sure everything is okay between (Y/n) and Hyunjin. 

Jisung

He wouldn't believe it for a while, (Y/n) would wake up with Jisung cuddling them and him offering tissues. He kept offering to talk things out but Jisung realized that it was just how you slept. Things would be set up once (Y/n) woke up, a bottle of water, tissues, and a packaged snack. Jisung could lie but he would always be slightly worried. Even if it wasn't about his partner's emotional being, it would be about their health. Making sure that they had plenty of water and would almost be annoying about it but he only cared. 

Felix

He might make a meme out of it. If it was okay with (Y/n) and they could laugh about it. Felix thought you were joking and he didn't know if it was a light crying or full out sobs. But otherwise, he wouldn't have any problems. He would have to adjust at first but would adjust to it. He would keep a glass of water by him for (Y/n) when they woke up.

Seungmin

He didn't believe it and would feel so bad about it even if it wasn't his fault. Seungmin thought (Y/n) was crying because of something they didn't want to talk about but as they spent more time haring a bed. Seungmin would want (Y/n) to go to a doctor to see and make sure they were okay. 

Jeongin

He's scared, even if (Y/n) told him before. Jeongin would wake them up and make sure they weren't having a nightmare. He would be worried for a while. Jeongin would wake up with a start once in a while and saw them crying, he would ask his members and see how common it was. He would have a little space for (Y/n)'s stuff when they woke up, Jeongin would also over-prepare and be clinging to them if they were crying especially hard.

I have never put a fic on rush but i needed to make an exemption. I hope you feel better, it may not be quickly but little bit by little bit. 

Bang Chan

He would try to do the basics for his partner, make sure they're eating, have some water, and would make sure they brushed their teeth. Chan would go overboard and would want to brush his S/O's teeth. He felt helpless knowing the only thing he could do was wait and be there for (Y/N). He would try to cook but after they came out wondering what was on fire, Chan got some take out and put on (Y/N)'s favorite show for getting out of bed.

Minho

He would try to take (Y/n)'s mind off of it. Movies, shows, video games, books, anything they enjoyed he would try. When none of it was working he just sat down with (Y/n) and cuddled him, being the big spoon. When Minho would get home from work one day, he held a small buddle of flowers with a bag of junk food. He saw them get up, kiss him and take the flowers mumbling a thank you. Minho looked up shyly "Can we do our Saturday movie night? You choose." He saw a smile that he hadn't seen in weeks and took it as a yes.

Changbin

He would also be helpless, just trying for the basics. Changbin wouldn't want to bother (Y/n). It would become a ritual for him to come home and drag them out to eat and Changbin talking softly about the small things in his day. About the dog he passed on the way home, what Felix was cooking lately, or any other antics in practice. He saw that the changes were slow, (Y/n) started asking what had happened in practice or what the dog looked like. They started eating more slowly and (Y/n) would ask to go on walks with Changbin to see the dog with the neighbor cats that would walk around.

Hyunjin

Once (Y/n) got the news all Hyunjin could do was be there. Cuddle them, feed them, he wouldn't leave their side. Hyunjin laid in bed for a few days with (Y/n). He didn't know what else to do but wait. He was feeling worse just laying in bed so Hyunjin got up one day and started making a fort. He picked up the phone and got some Chinese from a place down the street. (Y/n) came into the living room when the door rang, Hyunjin paid for the food and saw that they were standing in the doorway. He sat inside the fort and put on what looked like a cheesy horror movie. (Y/n) followed inside and thanked him and dug into their own Chinese.

Jisung

Trying to cheer (Y/n) up would be his first reaction but he knew that wouldn't work. They just needed time and he needed to be there. Jisung saw as they tried to go about the normal routine but he saw how it was just for a distraction. He talked about how (Y/n) needed a break and they could just spend two or three days at home. After a few weeks of insisting it, (Y/n) and him took a break and went to the beach for fresh air and just to get out of the house.

Felix

He went through a bag of flour like nothing, he figured that having the apartment smell good with sweets would help but he still saw that it didn't help (Y/n)'s mood. Felix realized that it was his coping mechanism, not theirs. As (Y/n) was passing the kitchen one day, he asked for their help with a frosting bag. He thanked them and put a little on his finger and schmeared it on (Y/n)'s cheek. They saw the bag of flour and it was going to be a messy cleanup.

Seungmin

He’d wants to make his partner smile because he's used to making everyone laugh and smile. Seungmin would deflate once he realized he couldn't help that way, he tried to make (y/n) their favorite meal. Even Seungmin realized that it didn't taste the same but (y/n) came out at the familiar smell. They sat on the couch and saw their boyfriend come rushing out in an apron. (y/n) couldn't help but smile at the small gesture.

Jeongin

sorry it has taken so long

Han

He was looking for the one shirt that he loves but knowing his boyfriend, he might have taken it. Jisung eventually found it in one of (Y/n)'s side of the closet. He also found a box that was slightly opened. Jisung pulled it out to secure it closed but the box but instead, spilled onto the floor. A bottle of pills and injections fell out, with a few pictures. Jisung looked at the pictures first. They showed (Y/n) in a hospital bed, he was very happy by the expression on his face. Another showed (Y/n) shirtless with bandages around his chest. The last one he saw was (Y/n) putting the needle into his thigh. It looked like the same needles that were on the floor. Jisung cracked his neck and saw (Y/n) in the doorway with a shocked expression on his face. Jisung was shocked and felt bad immediately. (Y/n) sat on their shared bed and waited for Jisung to join him. "I'm transgender Jisung." Jisung hated seeing his boyfriend sad and this was one of the times (Y/n) was sad. Neither of them really knew what this meant for their relationship. Jisung would need time to adjust and need to correct some behaviors. Like asking for baby pictures or cuddling into (Y/n) to feel more manly. He would go to pride definitely and has a pride shirt or two. 

Felix

He noticed his boyfriend acting differently and was acting timider. (Y/n) had proposed to go on a boba date. They were sitting under a tree to shield themselves from the summer heat. Felix had a feeling that something big was going to happen, he feared that they were going to break up. "Felix, I need to tell you something." He was mentally preparing for the breakup. "I'm transgender man, I don't want to hide from you anymore." A wave of relief was lifted off his shoulders. (Y/n)'s was increasing as time went on. "I know (Y/n), I saw your weird boxers. The ones with the harness to hold your packer in place." To say (Y/n) was surprised was an understatement. Felix had been doing laundry when he saw (Y/n)'s underwear with the ring harness. He quickly searched the brand and saw that it was a brand of underwear or non-gender conforming people. Felix saw how (Y/n) had been acting more masculine than most to reinforce his gender. And how (Y/n) had tried to cover up his chest in the early morning or night by hunching his shoulders. Felix didn't want (Y/n) to be forced out and thought he should tell him when he wanted to. 

Seungmin

It was a normal day, Seungmin was on (Y/n)'s chest, listening to music. They both had an earbud and could hear if the other said something. Seungmin had felt the little bump of his fabric undershirt. He didn't want to say anything and let (Y/n) tell him what it was about. This was the day (Y/n) told him. "Seungmin, do you love me?" He was aghast and told (Y/n) so. Seungmin loved him dearly. "I'm transgender Seungmin." He had suspected something, Seungmin didn't think that this was it but at least (Y/n) was coming clean. While Seungmin was digesting and understanding what he was saying, (Y/n) was sweating waiting for a response. He didn't really know what to say but "Okay". It didn't bother him in any way, Seungmin loves (Y/n) and just because he was born in a female body, that didn't make any difference. "(Y/n), I love you for you. I had an idea that something was off, I didn't know what it was but I'm glad you told me." Seungmin would ask so many questions when he knew that (Y/n) was comfortable answering questions. 

Jeongin