#jiso.dumpster

staring at the 3 fics in the ace x sanji x reader tag on ao3 and sighing like damn looks like i got work to do

writing romance as an aromantic person is so funny because i spend so much time outlining reasons two people would fall in love and try to make sure there aren't any inexplicable gaps through this long logical plotline but then i remember most people just get crushes for the dumbest, most nonsensical reasons ever

I'm so happy that I write my fanfics and I write them for me and my poor little heart and even when I was 10 and writing scifi one direction self inserts or whatever nonsense and going on tangents about how life is suffering,, that was for me. And it'll always be for me and yeah maybe I can't unbeat the shame out of me and I'll die of cringe if I see a single word from my old fics (or my current fics, in a few months years) but I took care of myself and I gave myself my little happy place and I can read what I wrote and know that I was always there. For me :')

i am so fascinated by gojo because he is both so attractive to me and yet i hate him with my whole being. he is the killugon love child with killua's hair and eyes and gon's personality and strength and i KNOW this man has that deep sadness that lives in both of them and i am taken by it (i love tortured men). at the same time i can't stand looking at him because he is so cocky and lame. i feel like he is trying so hard to make me like him but i'm just watching with a grimace and instead having thoughts about choso who has done a total of like 3 things so far

theres no way suna rintarou of all characters is infiltrating my brain right now

everyday I get up and say "i'm leaving the bnha fandom" and then i open my computer and write 1k words of bnha doomed yuri