#jiseki

自責 ねぇ貴方のこと　ずっと想っているから 嗚呼　盲目　恋愛 ねぇ私のこと　ずっと離さないでね 嗚呼　依存　恋愛 だけど　どうして　心離れて　自分が嫌い あのね私自信が無くてでも貴方が好きで ごめんねごめんね 私のこと嫌いだよね もう分かってるけど 辛くて辛くて 私を独りにしないで 涙が止まらない ねぇこんな私　もう死ねばいいのに 嗚呼　情緒不安定 死にたい　助けて　心離れて　自分が嫌い あのね私貴方のことを今でも愛してる ごめんねごめんね 全部私のせいだよね もう分かってるけど 辛くて辛くて ただ貴方が居てくれたら 涙が止まらない 最後に聞いてよ ずっとずっと忘れないよ 離れたくないよ 寂しい苦しい 本当は幸せになりたい 駄目かな… 生きててごめんね 私の居場所は何処だろう もしも生まれ変われたら 嗚呼 貴方とずっと一緒に居させて Jiseki Nee, anata no koto zutto omotte irukara aa moumoku renai Nee, watashi no koto zutto hanasanaide ne aa izon renai dakedo doushite kokoro hanarete jibun ga kirai ano ne watashi jishin ga nakute demo anata ga suki de gomen ne gomen ne watashi no koto kirai dayo ne mou wakatterukedo tsurakute tsurakute watashi wo hitori ni shinaide namida ga tomaranai Nee, konna watashi mou shinebainoni aa joucho fuantei shinitai tasukete kokoro hanrete jibun ga kirai ano ne watashi anata no koto wo ima demo ai shite iru gomen ne gomen ne zenbu watashi no seida yo ne mou wakatterukedo tsurakute tsurakute tada anata ga ite kuretana namida ga tomaranai saigo ni kiite yo zutto zutto wasurenai yo hanaretakunai yo sabishii kurushii hontou wa shiawase ni naritai dame kana... ikitete gomen ne watashi no ibasho wa dokodarou moshimo umarekawaretata aa anata to zutto issho ni sasete remorse Hey, it was because I thought a lot about you oh love makes me blind Hey, you never held much of me right? oh I'm addicted to your love I threw my heart away, that's why I hate myself Even if I don't have any confidence I like you a lot I'm so sorry I'm so sorry I'm sure you hate me even if I know it's painful it's painful don't leave me alone I can't stop crying Hey, I wish I could just die for good I'm emotional instable I want to die, letting my mind go away, I just hate myself Even if I know about what you think about me, I still love you I'm so sorry I'm so sorry it's all just my fault even if I know it's painful it's painful when you get back to your home I still can't stop crying hearing you until the end I'll never forfet you all the way I don't want you to leave me loneliness and painful I really want you to be happy is it even possible... I'm sorry to be alive where you are is where I am if it's okay for you to change your mind I just want to be with you forever