Nov 15, 2024
the past month everytime i thought i knew who i was i’d get foggy and forget and get super confused again it’s been really hard and idk how to fix it
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the past month everytime i thought i knew who i was i’d get foggy and forget and get super confused again it’s been really hard and idk how to fix it
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are we getting better at picking up when we split? are we becoming more aware of what’s going on? has not fake calming us been that beneficial? we should really post publicly more it helps everyone feel seen same with drawing us but we also feel really scared that we’re gonna get attacked or something. by who? we don’t know. but we’re just worried i guess mainly about our irls i think but why do we care they don’t even like us.
we should post more
we should draw us more
we should accept us more
being a system is so weird
“yeah i just met his guy this week but we have a deep emotional love for each other like we’ve been friends all our life’s”
and “this guys” is kusuo saiki from the disastrous life of saiki k
What am i going through that saiki K gotta be up here
he hates me and wants me to die and thinks we’re faking fakers and
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I think Hank is also a system but like how does that even work. I know subsystems are a thing but i’m not sure how they work/if a fictive can even have one ect. idfk man
last night he got reminded of stuff and started crying then like immediately stopped and was “fine” (neutral no emotions) and today he’s still here i think????? (i see him but i don’t really feel him) and he’s acting different. i hope i don’t sound stupid
feeling like a faker for the most random things rn
1. i only have alters,fictives,introjects. none of the more complex ones just the normal 3
2. i keep up with my simply plural
may 15th 2:14
idk if it’s just my meds finally working or shake or both but ever since he showed up i’m not super angry anymore :) i don’t get snippy with ppl at work, i don’t burst into tears, i don’t think about killing myslef, i don’t think about other ppl i don’t like killing themselfs. i just so much calmer and less aggressive. things don’t bother me like they used to before he showed up