I need to rant about Jing Ci and the fact that he changes his mind about Mianwan like 10 times in the show, and I only made it till ep 22. This is getting old. He needs to grow something and be more assertive. 

Yes, he wants to protect her and save her from a heartbreak but she made it clear that she doesn’t care and wants to live with no regrets. What is he thinking? At this point, I’d rather she end up with Beiyan. 

endless list of my otps (not in order)

[8/?] huihua/jingci x qiye - lost in secular love

“Dearly, Beloved.” “If this love only exists in my dreams…” “ D O N ’ T  W A K E  M E  U P  . ”

‘Cause you are the piece of me I wish I didn’t need. Chasing relentlessly, still fight and I don’t know why 

If our love is tragedy, why are you my remedy? If our love’s insanity, why are you my clarity?

You got me looking, so crazy my baby I’m not myself lately I’m foolish, I don’t do this I look and stare so deep in your eyes I touch on you more and more every time

When you leave I’m begging you not to go Call your name two or three times in a row Such a funny thing for me to try to explain How I’m feeling and my pride is the one to blame And I still don’t understand Just how your love could do what no one else can

Hoping you’ll save me right now Looking so crazy in love