When feeling her lips on his own he couldnât stop. He deepended the kiss before he found himself getting lost in the moment and gently pulled away to look at her. âI shouldnât have done thatâ He said softly. âBut God have I wanted to kiss you for so long nowâŠâ His words came out in a hoarse whisper. But what now? He wasnât suppose to do this, he wasnât suppose to kiss her, fall for her even more than he already had. He knew he would only hurt her in the end and she didnât deserve that. She deserved a man that was worthy of her and who could take care of her in a way he wouldnât be able to. He was silent as the thoughts filled his mind and he looked at her, finding her more beautiful than ever.
Once they started kissing Jiwon didnât seem to want to move away, the way she would feel while their lips met, how the butterflies in her stomach would tell her that it was how you were supposed to feel when kissing someone. When he pulled away from her, she still couldnât open her eyes having her arms now still wrapped around his body. Hearing his voice in that whisper caused her to open her eyes finally just to look at him so close to her. Her heart was still beating so fast that she feared he could notice it, unaware of the fact he could always hear her heartbeat. âI... to be honest I might have been thinking about it too...â Flashing a soft embarassed smile she looked away before looking back at him. âDo you... do you think it was a mistake?â Jiwon seemed to finally be able to voice her thoughts, her fingers slightly grip on his shirt. The silence coming from him seemed to worry the girl, that couldnât help but think that if he also felt the way she did with that kiss.