#ji posts

I feel like I only know one person who would send me that message on anon. But then again, I may just be overthinking it because it probably wouldn't be them anyways.

Man, I love dongiun cutest and most interesting squishy bb kidnap everrrrrr.

“How do I deal with someone who’s never here? How do I deal with my own feelings? How do I deal with someone who reads my messages but don’t reply? I’m getting tired. It feels like I’m the only one giving effort, the only one trying, while I’m giving you 101% of what I can, while you’re giving 0.1%. I’ve been trying and trying... and I think I’ve finally broken. I spent the past 3-4 days barely sleeping, staying up and over thinking, crying, whining. But still having to pretend that I’m happy. I want to talk to you about things, but it doesn’t seem like I can since there’s no response? Tell me what I’m supposed to do and what you want me to do. I can’t keep going on guessing what this means, I can’t go on assuming things on my own and making things worse. Honestly, I love you, but I don’t know how to go on like this... there’s barely any communication tell me what to do...”

... Just started spamming boyfriend and bestfriends ... Sorry! 

Do I even mean anything to you?

*marries pxjiyeonnn and forgets everyone else*

I would die just to be in your arms right now...

You have no idea how much I love you...