We as writers need to talk more about how difficult it is to write smut while feeling wholly unsexy!
I am here trying to finish up the intersex genitalia passage for the Sindre smut and my writing is so...stilted. Uninspired. Sindre and the MC don't deserve an unsatisfying sex life! Even the gods (beautiful writers) of AO3 fanfic can't help me!
I just wanna eat beef jerky and watch cooking shows lmao.
Here's to hoping August is a sexier month for me and my writing, plus the hopes of Sindre's smut finally coming out in the next few days!
Saucy Snippet Below because y'all deserve it!
Content Warning: Suggestive Language, BDSM Activities, Dom and Sub Dynamics
"As he settles on the bed, dirty blonde hair haloing his head on the silk pillows, you go over to the drawers and grab the tie from Hotaru/Hoshiko. It’s been folded neatly and tucked alongside your other dress ties as it is surprisingly good quality. Heading back over to the bed, you avoid getting distracted by the beautiful sight of Sindre’s body spread out amongst the silk and focus on your first task – shutting his tenacious mouth. You set down the silk tie on the bed and pick up the burgundy rose gag. Turning to him you spout charmingly, “My dear Romeo, it is time you learn the poetry of someone else’s mouth and the patience to withhold your gifts of language.”. His hands clench the silk sheets, muscles taught in tension across his body. His pupils, however, are blown to the point they eclipse the stunning silver moons within them. He's absentmindedly holding his breath; abdomen clenching in anticipation. Traces of earlier’s dominance still have not been lost, but his pure need of you seems to bring it down to a simmer, letting his submissive side take the reins. [internally] For now, at least."
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Of all the google searches I've done for my writing, many of which I do not want to ever explain to my internet provider, what I'm most embarrassed by is the amount I've searched up "synonym for X".
"synonym for smooth", "synonym for sculpted", "synonym for gently"...
I should get flagged alone for my dictionary usage and lack of creativity.
(/half joke, I just find it kind of hilarious that English is my first language and approximately half my google searches now, since starting to write more, are looking for synonyms)