Just Get Out of my Head!

Hi! You can call me Bee, 22, they/he pronouns, and this blog is for the haunted dreamers, storytellers, and over-thinkers of the world.

(Also anyone who enjoys short stories, in-development ideas, little rambles, etc.)

I am someone who consumes books, interactive fictions, stories, and any pieces of media with strong emotion tied to it in a way that borders unhealthy to my mind. For everything I consume, a piece of it stays with me and lingers...swirling through my head until I can't separate my own emotions and thoughts to those I've adopted. This, partnered with an unfortunate coping mechanism of daydreaming I've had since a child, can make things up there a bit messy.

These past few years, my daily pondering and daydreams have merged into my previously restful nights and turned my scattered dreams into weaving storylines that I can control at a whim. Basically, I am living the fitful sleep of a lucid-dreamer MC on the regular.

Recently, I've started writing down the best of the stories I've dreamt, as I am unable to get them off my mind the days following. This blog will feature those stories.

You can expect summaries of the original dreams (straight from my notes app), to half-baked plot-lines, random scenarios, characters I've begun to flesh out, and who knows what else???

Maybe, eventually, together with your input, we'll even make a proper story together! AKA maybe I'll actually write an interactive fiction for one of the ideas or a cohesive story with chapters and all that I'll post online.

So join me alongside this journey and help me get these stories just out of my head!

Blog Theme Song a'la Ashlee Simpson

My Dreams:

Dream #1 AKA The Monsters You Don't See in the Dark (TMYDSD): Having the ability to experience ghosts and all other souls, MC pursues a life under Department Yggdrasil. Their department's mission is to help 'Supernatural' beings adjust and thrive as an "open secret" in an industrialized predominantly human society, advocate for additional Supernatural legal support & protections, subdue human and Supernatural altercations through knowledge & force (as necessary), and ultimately to create a society in which Supernatural beings have equal rights & recognitions as humans.

MC's designation as an active field agent is to help ghosts “move on” to what’s next, prevent & subdue human and ghost altercations, and for any ghost deemed an active threat - neutralize them. All for the betterment of both the living and undead. Wrapped into an unexpected adventure, MC will have to choose who and what exactly is most important to them even as their realities shatter.

Search Hashtags for The Monsters You Don't See in the Dark:

#dreamoneTMYDSD - ALL POSTS related to Dream #1 / TMYDSD

#thenotboringcompendium - ALL POSTS related to A (Mostly) Not Boring Compendium of Earth's Supernatural Creatures, the Supernaturally Attuned, and their Circumstances AKA Massive Background Lore

#d1othercharacters - ALL POSTS in regards to non-RO Characters

#d1ros - ALL POSTS in relation to ROMANTIC OPTIONS (RO's)

#hestia - ALL POSTS relating to RO Hestia

#sindre - ALL POSTS relating to RO Sindre

#sorbea - ALL POSTS relating to RO Sorcha and/or Beathan

#naginid - ALL POSTS relating to RO Naginid

#hot ho - ALL POSTS relating to RO Hoshiko and/or Hotaru

#atlas - ALL POSTS relating to RO Atlas

Dream #2: Prince has his entire life under the control of his parents, the King & Queen. His entire appearance is warped due to their grief, his freedom entrapped to the palace grounds, and his marriage & choice of partner controlled by their whims. Though he finds solace in the night of his escapades to the local tavern alongside his personal guard, he longs to have true freedom. To look however, to go wherever, to be whatever he wants. And he will get it, no matter what the cost.

Search Hashtags for Dream #2:

#dreamtwo - ALL POSTS related to Dream #2

Dream #3: To be polled on at a later date! Most likely, once I have further progress done with Dreams #1 & #2.

Search Hashtags for Dream #3:

General Search Hashtags: #nsfw , #jgowritingrambles

RULES of Interaction:

No hate! This is a safe space for constructive feedback, discussion, and criticisms, but I will not accept any hateful comments towards myself or anybody else here.

This is not a safe space for any sort of phobic towards members of the LGBTQIA+ community, xenophobes, ableists, ETC. I am a disabled, nonbinary, queer creator AND AM NOT here to peddle any sort of hate towards other disadvantaged and minoritized communities.

We as writers need to talk more about how difficult it is to write smut while feeling wholly unsexy!

I am here trying to finish up the intersex genitalia passage for the Sindre smut and my writing is so...stilted. Uninspired. Sindre and the MC don't deserve an unsatisfying sex life! Even the gods (beautiful writers) of AO3 fanfic can't help me!

I just wanna eat beef jerky and watch cooking shows lmao.

Here's to hoping August is a sexier month for me and my writing, plus the hopes of Sindre's smut finally coming out in the next few days!

Saucy Snippet Below because y'all deserve it!

Content Warning: Suggestive Language, BDSM Activities, Dom and Sub Dynamics

Sindre is a fan of disco, funk, latin rap, classical, and romantic pop music. He also has a soft spot for French Touch music but will not commonly admit to such.

Most of Sindre's taste in music comes from his mother and her habit of playing records around the house. She loves Gloria Estefan, Selena, France Gall, Elton John, Kate Bush, and ABBA.

When Sindre started living apart from his parents, his mother sent him off with a walkman, a boombox, and a stack of her cassettes and CD's. She would send him monthly care packages with homemade cassette tapes, and later burned CD's, filled with all of her favorite songs and any new music she thought he'd like. Plus some of her old dance tracks from past practices and performances.

Next playlist up is Hestia's!

[clickable and scrollable link below for Spotify playlist]

Exactly what the title says lol! But seriously, as I get into planning & stats and all, I want to clarify the relationship opportunities in-game for you!

Firstly, relationships will be determined by basic points each character has with the MC's decisions. Whether they approve, disapprove, and whether they are being flirted with. These will add up over time and change the MC's relationship with them.

If the romance toggle is off, it will only be on approve and disapprove for friendship-related results, though the MC can still flirt for funsies in their responses.

There will also be an eventual "lock-in" choice for which romance route the MC will go on, and after that, no more romance points can be earned by anyone other than those being pursued.

Secondly, here are all the relationship dynamics possible between the MC and the RO's!

WOOO!

Welcome to the second demo progress update for The Monsters You Don't See in the Dark AKA TMYDSD or Dream #1!

[Image Description: A moving image, or gif, of a white cat bopping its head up in down in appreciation. End Image Description.]

I think I previously mentioned I began coding recently, which is going slowly but rewardingly, and I am using Choicescript and CSIDE (thank you CSIDE my savior). I have also finished my outline of the first chapter and I have no clue how many words it's going to be, but probably an insane amount lmao.

To give a bit of insight...

You didn't think I would leave MC out did ya?!

Each MC has a slightly different badge to suit their personality, as represented by the 6 different rainbow 'world tree' stamps, but the OG MC has a golden badge as they are the golden child of my story and can do many wrongs.

If MC were an animal, they would be a fluffy red squirrel! No matter MC's personality, they are canonically a bit of an odd addition to the animal kingdom, a rare type of person to come by, adorable, and this choice totally has nothing to do with any sort of mythology...

[it totally does].

Next up are some ID badges for Naginid and Sindre for their separate businesses! But first, I am going to post some playlists to shake things up a bit! We start with Sindre's in order to usher in his soon to be posted smut.

Oh, also, I have decided the next smut will feature Sorcha / Beathan! While I was hoping to get it out during disability pride month, that didn't happen...but disability pride is not something that goes away based on what month it is so look forward to that!

[Image Description: A rectangular ID badge sits on a beige wooden background. The ID itself is white with a metallic gold cover with green leaf accents and a green leaf-patterned lanyard attached with a gold clasp.

At the top of the ID is a small green 'world tree' symbol with lush leaves and spreading branches next to text that states "UASM: Department Yggdrasil".

Underneath, a gold circular frame with green leaves holds a picture of a fluffy, chubby, red squirrel. It is staring directly into the camera and looks cute yet somehow menacing.

Below the picture is text dictating "Main Character, Junior Field Agent, Referred to as in: English (insert here)".

To the bottom left is text stating their home office and designation. "Office: Headquarters, New York City, New York" and "Designation: Ghost/Soul Location, Maintenance, and Neutralization".

To the bottom right is the Main Characters initials, M.C., in large loopy letters. It is surrounded, like flower petals to the center of a flower, with multi-colored 'world tree' symbols with circular rings. They are in rainbow order; red, orange, yellow, green, blue, violet. These symbols represent the different personalities the M.C. can have.

Atlas' usual ID is plain in a calming foggy blue, visually representing his strict yet soothing nature while at work. However, as Daphnes gotten older, she has started stealing his work ID to "zhuzh it up a little". Utilizing the line she learned from their elderly neighbor of course. She has translated this to mean: bedazzle, draw, and attach stickers onto his badge. He could remove it or get a new badge, but secretly, he really likes the appearance and appreciates the sweet reminder of Daphne throughout the day.

His coworkers think he should enter it into the New York Branch's "Most Creative ID Badge" contest to give Hestia a run for her money.

If Atlas were an animal, he would be a fluffy Highland Cow. Enjoying his days of grazing, raising a family, and secretly, he would love the attention he gets from tourists/people and all the pets.

[Image Description: A rectangular ID badge that sits on a light brown wooden background. The ID badge has a rainy blue-gray cover, a black lanyard with a silver fastening, and the ID itself is white.

The entire ID badge is coated in various colorful stickers, jewel shapes, scribbles, and the extra special glitter stickers. The most prominent include a large glittery light blue dolphin sticker with a drawn crown, a bright green four-leaf clover jewel, a red moon jewel, a rainbow holographic glitter sticker, and a yellow & black smiley face sticker.

The ID itself has "UASM: Department Yggdrasil" printed on it at the top in dark green text next to a small green 'world tree' symbol with lush leaves and spreading roots.

Underneath that is a gold circular frame with dark green leaves. Inside is a picture of a brown Highland cow with prominent curved horns. The text below the picture is in both black & dark green and states "Atlas O'Dubhthaigh, Executive Director NYC, Referred to as (in: English): he/him".

To the bottom left is his primary office location and designation in black, printed as "Office: Headquarters, New York City, New York" and "Designation: Executive Department".

To the bottom right is his stamp, a identical 'world tree' symbol to earlier's except it is in blue with two circular rings around it.

At the very bottom of the ID sits Atlas' signature stating his full name in black. It is large, easy to read, yet flourished and stylistic.

Flashy yet somehow still simple in design, Agent Watanabe reflects its usual clothing style through its badge. Leopard print proudly on display with its lanyard and its cute addition of little fox ears.

If Hoshiko / Hotaru were an animal, it would be a fox. No other animal comparison equates to simply how much it would be a fox. It is clever, silly, sly, adaptable, intelligent, perceptive, and its eyes also adorably squint when it smiles.

[Image Description: On a cherry-colored wood background sits an ID Badge. It is rectangular, white, with a red-orange cover and a tan & black leopard print lanyard.

The cover has dark red-brown triangular ears meant to emulate a fox's and the lanyard is attached to the cover with a gold clasp.

At the top of the ID is a green 'world tree' symbol with lush leaves and many spreading roots next to dark green text that states "UASM: Department Yggdrasil".

Underneath this, in the center of the ID, sits a gold circular frame with green leaves. In the frame is the picture of a fox making a "silly" face; eyes squinted, mouth curled in a smile, and a pink tongue sticking out. The fox is bright copper red and white with prominent triangular ears.

The black & dark green text below the picture states "Hoshiko / Hotaru Watanabe, Senior Field Agent, Referred to as (in: English): she/it or he/it".

On the bottom left of the in black text is "Office: Tokyo, Japan" and "Designation: Diplomacy, Negotiation, and Interrogation". This describes its home office location and designation of which it works.

On the bottom right of the ID is Hotaru / Hoshiko's signature in black ink "H. Watanabe". The signature is in simple cursive with some signature loops and looks like it was done with a fountain pen.

Underneath its signature is a small 'world tree', identical to the one earlier, except it is stamped in a reddish-pink with a circular stamp mark around it.

Remember when I said I planned to get the majority out in July...hahaha no.

It looks like discovering my writing style through the magic of smut is really working out for me (lol). And I'm having a lot of fun discovering exactly who I want Sindre to be in this story and how your MC's can possibly affect them long-term, reflecting a few hints here & there.

I'm not sure if the other smut stories will be as long as this one, but for now, we're going with it! And I look forward to any feedback!

I plan to do one main post with a public linkable pdf to the entire short story; looks like it's going to be around 20K words for 3 different genitalia options. All of them have completely different scenes and dynamics being shown!

There will also be three tumblr posts that I call the "just smut" versions of the short story; showcasing, as you probably guess, just the smut. Each version will ascribe to a particular set of MC's genitalia, and there will be a description of the genitalia and terms in use referring to such before the smut begins.

The new timeline runs through September! With the hopes of getting at least 2 out per month. Next up will be either Sorcha & Beathan or Hoshiko & Hotaru, please let me know if you have a preference in the comments! Both of those options will have at least six different sex scenes!

Sneak peek below of the paragraph before the smut starts in each of Sindre's "just smut" versions!

Content Warning: Suggestive Language, Mention of Shakespeare (lol)

Atlas Ó Dubhthaigh

Pronounced (at-less) (oh-DUV-feh), uses he/him pronouns at the beginning of the story (and is referenced with such for now), endosex male, homosexual with some...flexibility he may soon discover, 38 years-old, and 6'7" tall.

He has cool pale skin with an unnatural frosty light blue tone that shimmers across his skin, like he is forever in the glow of a twilit moon. Or that he uses an extreme amount of silvery-blue shimmer oils and powders. His body is entirely dotted with dark brown beauty marks with light freckling and darkening skin across his shoulders and under-eyes. Denoting a youth spent in the sun. Deep purple eye-bags weigh down his midnight blue eyes. Dulling the sparkling stars within them. However, no matter how exhausted he seems, one would be a fool to mistake those sharp blue eyes as ever cloudy or diminished. His dark brown tightly coiled hair is set into 180 waves with an all around bald fade. He has double lobe piercings in each of his ears. Matching olive green peridot studs sit in each of his lower earlobes. And little silver moons sit in both his upper earlobes. He recently got the higher set done alongside his daughter Daphne to show her it didn't hurt as much as she was worried it would. She picked out the jewelry to go alongside her smaller golden studs in the shape of suns, and he almost cried when she did that. His face has light stubble along the sides that lengthens into a short goatee and is slightly darker than his hair color. With a wide-bridged nose and cupid's bow lips, he is widely regarded amongst colleagues as extremely handsome yet intimidating & oddly chilling. His admittedly daunting height and robust barrel-chested body with muscular shoulders, soft rotund stomach, large hips, strong spread of body hair, and thick thighs certainly contributes to that visage. He's often thought to have a "retired warrior's" body.

He wears no makeup, only a daily SPF 35 serum and a thick facial lotion with shea butter. As well as a solid lip balm with SPF. Both his work and everyday outfits consist of strict business attire with a little flair. Ironed white backless button-up shirts with a horseshoe waistcoat or double-breasted vest in colors of navy, violet, olive green, or dark brown; matching with his tie. Alongside this, he most often wears long pleated skirts or wide-legged suit pants in the same color. He prefers to wear the skirts purely for function, of course...as they are easier to fit over his legs without needing special tailoring, can often fit his tail tucked into them with a little mindful effort, and they let the feathers breathe on his legs instead of them feeling entrapped. Continuing his monochrome theme, he wears matching calf-length socks and pointed-toe leather oxfords. He matches his cane to his outfit, having different colors of stained wooden canes with knitted handle covers he and Daphne made together. He always accessorizes with an old black leather watch with a silver face and silver detailing on the band of various constellations he bought with money from his very first full-time job at 16 and a black leather messenger bag that constitutes his work & daily bag. It is also not uncommon to see him sporting a multicolor beaded bracelet or two made by Daphne. When reading, he wears silver metal square frame glasses with a silver chain. They are kept around his neck otherwise.

His legs, tail, and wings are a mottled array of browns & blacks, with highlights of bright copper red and white interspersed throughout. It brings to mind a calico cat's fur, if not for the apparent glistening of his feathers. His feathery features are most similar to an eagle's. With his legs sporting long feathers that cover his large thighs tapering off into thin leathery skin and gnarled sharp talons he keeps meticulously filed. And his tail sprouting layered multicolor feathers jutting out from the bottom of his back and fanned over his bottom to reach his mid-thigh. Most noticeably, and impressively, his wings splay out from fissures in the middle of his back and have a massive 14 foot wingspan. He keeps his wings in a black leather harness while in public, hidden underneath his suit vest, and the harness has clasps both on the side and front to release the wings as well as a "quick-release" pulley that threads underneath his suit vest and to his lower back for emergency situations. The only other physical attributes he has that shows his harpy heritage is his black fingernails that extend into talons at will and his uncommonly narrow, long, pink two-staged tongue with barbs he can extend at will towards the back of his throat to help consume/chew tougher materials and prominently textured papillae.

He smells like a fresh & airy laundry detergent, lemonade powder mix, printer paper, black coffee, and a hint of a chemically sweetness from Daphne's hair products lingering on his clothes.

His daily bag consists of only what he considers the bare necessities. His phone, wallet, an Individual First Aid Kit (IFAK), period hygiene products (for anyone who may need it), sunglasses, his glasses case, SPF lip balm, spray sanitizer, baby wipes, tissues, nail files and clippers, a couple click pens, a small notepad, his laptop, laptop and phone chargers, a battery pack, a reusable water bottle, electrolyte drink powder packs, peppermint mints, ginger chew candies, muscle relaxant medication, pain medication, a mini electric handheld fan, lidocaine spray, instant ice packs, an electric heating pad, and a small beaded charm Daphne made him in the shape of a lizard.

Content Warning: Sensitive Matters Regarding Mental Health, Parental Neglect, Parental Mental/Verbal Abuse, Medical Neglect, Mentions of Violence!

Scroll to the next bolded red text to skip all mentions of the above!

But be warned, these topics will come up in his romance and best friendship routes and are unable to be avoided in-game.

He is originally from Dublin, Ireland and was born to a harpy mother and a sluagh father. He had a mostly quiet childhood, filled with lessons of how to terrify humans and harness his abilities, until the age of 7. One year after his parents gave birth to his sister. Following her birth, his parents realized the difficulties of having another younger child and missed their days of roaming the world terrorizing the public and feeling free without the stressors of parenthood. So, they decided to instill a live-in nanny who was a fellow harpy and continue their old lifestyle; traveling the world on the winds and sending back funds each month to barely cover the household.

Living just above the poverty line, with a nanny who only did the most basic of care and was largely impersonal, Atlas raised his younger sister, Ker, and started working as soon as he was able to at 14 years-old. At 16, he completed his minimum education and started working full-time at a Centra. He became a Store Manager there by the age of 22, when he was approached by a representative of Department Yggdrasil, Ireland Branch, and asked if he would be interested in attending one of their upcoming job fairs. Ker was enthusiastic at the opportunity and pushed him to attend.

Fast-forward a few years and he was an active field agent within the Emergency Response Division. The second-in-command of a small team of diverse individuals who attended to a variety of emergency situations for the public. On the team were a physician, a negotiator, a specialized security officer, a lawyer, a paramedic, and the first & second-in-commands. They were meant to represent the best aspects of everyone they worked alongside whilst they kept the group on task and made the difficult decisions others could not. Atlas suited his role well and soon became renowned within the Ireland Branch for his tenacity and empathy. Unfortunately, when he was 27, Ker's mental health suddenly took a dark turn.

She started to have violent, depressive episodes with severe hallucinations & delusions. There were repeat institutionalizations and endless waiting lists. They had private health insurance through Department Yggdrasil, but the waits were still infuriating and her condition was getting worse. Department Yggdrasil had the resources to help, but they had their backlogs as well. And exactly what caused this was unknown to them. Atlas handled the bills, he shopped, he cared for his sister, and he was constantly on-call for his team. He even got desperate enough to call his mother, asking if she knew anything about this. She laughed at him and said it was good. That it was a long time coming. That he was the one who was the disappointment and that he should just wait until her transformation was complete. She hung up the phone after that cryptic and heartbreaking statement. He threw the phone against the wall and broke it.

He was being unravelled down to his threads. But his insurance through work was what kept them afloat. He couldn't quit. He could only get a month or two off with "medical leave" and then he used up all his vacation time for Ker. After two years of that, he finally got his break. He got offered an administrative desk position at Department Yggdrasil. A nice, cushy, 40-hours a week job with a stable schedule. He was to be just another second-tier manager in charge of overseeing and scheduling active field agents within the Security & Protection Division.

Until the bombing happened.

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...He now lives in New York City, New York with Daphne and is the Executive Director of Department Yggdrasil's United States Headquarters' Emergency Response Division. In charge of directing the New York Emergency Response Division and acting as New York's representative on the United States' Emergency Response Board. While each U.S. state's representative has figurative equal weight on the Board, his word is highly respected due to both his individual background and the sheer amount of the urban Supernatural population he oversees/is responsible for within his position.

He routinely drinks three cups of black coffee a day, adding two spoonfuls of sugar to his last one. His favorite days are spent at home with Daphne. Cooking, watching cartoons, making bracelets, and spending genuine time together. He finishes off each day by drinking a beer or tea, winding down after Daphne goes to bed. He frequently tries different craft beers and specialty imported teas. His worst fear is being like his parents.

Content Warning: Explicit/Suggestive Language!

Of all the google searches I've done for my writing, many of which I do not want to ever explain to my internet provider, what I'm most embarrassed by is the amount I've searched up "synonym for X".

"synonym for smooth", "synonym for sculpted", "synonym for gently"...

I should get flagged alone for my dictionary usage and lack of creativity.

Sorcha / Beathan are a part of their family's business, known simply as Campbell's Apothecary, and is a frequent contractor with Department Yggdrasil. Campbell's Apothecary is known for their poultices, compounds, fresh herbs & flowers, uncommon ingredients, and expertise regarding the daoine sith.

If Sorcha / Beathan turned into an animal, they would be a standard poodle. Intelligent, curious, playful, with a longstanding reputation behind their name that they can't quite seem to shake off.

The stamp at the bottom of their ID Badge is the seal of their family. Their family crest is just the sun. However, nowadays, their seal is more recognizable then their crest.

[Image Description: On a light brown wooden background sits an ID Badge. It has a rectangular chartreuse, deep yellow-green, simple cover surrounding it. There is a brass clasp connecting it to a dark brown leather cord acting as a lanyard at the top. The ID itself is white with black & dark green text and a black stamped seal.

At the top of the ID sits a small green 'world tree' logo with fluffy leaves and branching roots next to text that states "UASM: Department Yggdrasil".

In the middle of the ID is a golden circular frame with green leaves surrounding the ID picture. The ID picture is of a medium brown standard poodle dog with its tongue slightly sticking out sitting down in light green grass.

Underneath the pictures sits the text "Sorcha / Beathan Campbell", "Contractor", "Referred to as (in: English): she/they or he/they".

At the bottom of the ID badge sits the aforementioned stamped seal and Sorcha / Beathan's signature. The seal has a circular leaf pattern with a moon, sun, and ocean wave inside of it. Representing the balance of elements.

Next to it sits Sorcha / Beathan's signature "S. / B. Campbell". It is not written in cursive, but has connecting letters similar to cursive. It is classy, simple, not overly flourished, and easily legible.

Y'all, no one better accuse me of writing smut without setting the scene properly. I've written almost 4,500 words of the upcoming Sindre smut and have just gotten to the actually smutty part!

Maybe it's because I'm on the ace spectrum, but like, I gotta make sure the reader is emotionally invested so the sex is hot!

No matter if that includes researching period-accurate renaissance wear in Italy or the best shapes of certain toys and how they aligned with a certain newly discovered kink of Sindre's. As well as going through a complete emotional scene that depicts a characters insecurities alongside a resolution.

Anyway...ramble over and getting back to my smut writing. Sneak peek down below!

No content warnings necessary but I am still flagging this post due to the general mentions of smut and sex.

She has won the New York Branch's yearly "Most Creative ID Badge" contest for two years in a row! With each yearly renewal of ID's passed out to employees, she chooses a different theme. This year's is "The Most Me!".

Also, as I don't currently have the funds to commission an artist for bio pictures and I don't really feel comfortable using a face claim that isn't "just perfect", for all the ID badges I have instead chosen to use a picture of the animal I think suits each RO the most!

If Hestia were an animal, I think she would be a large fluffy ginger cat! Warm, funny, cuddly, intriguing, with just a little bite to her.

Content Warning: fake graphic blood spatter

"Department Yggdrasil requires agents to always carry their registered ID badges both in-office and during fieldwork. While in-office, the badge must be outwardly displayed and all words clearly visible.

As Department Yggdrasil values our employees' creativity & self-expression, we do allow employees to alter their original badges to better suit their individual personalities. We even host a yearly contest at each of our branches for who has the most creative badge!"

As the title says, I'm starting a new smut series! Yay! I am proud to serve the degenerates (/positive) of my blog! And a special shoutout to all my asexual spectrum friends writing smut out there as well!

Each RO will have their own smut story based off of the phrase "Look at you".

The MC will be gender neutral and there will be different scenes in the story ascribed to different genitalia for the MC. One version of intersex genitalia will be available per story. Different dynamics will be explored and there may be multiple scenes per genitalia option, it just depends on the RO.

I am hoping to have this out alongside everything else I discussed in the month of July, but it may run into August!

First up is...Sindre! Sneak Peek below!

Content Warning: Mild NSFW

Given that it's been about 10 years since I've actually written for fun, and not for like, a school essay or cover letter, I figured it's probably a good idea to start writing a bit more before I start drafting the first chapter. Also this is a fun way to get a better feel for writing different character's personalities. Feedback is very welcome!

I was inspired by @promptcalender and their prompt "You've always made it hard for me to stay mad at you. Come here."

This features one sort of MC and Hotaru / Hoshiko well into a romantic-sexual relationship.

Content Warning: Minor NSFW language