#jesterjesters

My dad does drugs and a lot of his friends do drugs too, one of them used to live with my family. Dad let him stay there without any of our consent! We had to throw him out beacuse he was genuinely dangerous to live with! Unfortunately things went south. It was a scary as shit situation where I thought my brother, my family friend, and myself were gonna fucking die. My dad was in jail at the time for drug related charges! We managed to get him but he called the cops on us for “wrongfully kicking him out”. We tried our best to explain what the situation was to them, and we even showed them a few of the crack pipes he had, BUT THEY DIDN'T FUCKING HELP US AT ALL! But hey that's what the police force is like here. For the past two days I was scared for my life and again my family's lives. I couldn't even leave my room, it was a miserable two days!A few minutes beforehand I made that stupid fuck up with the callout post! I thought I was trying to help but I made things worse! Blockcurio had all rights to talk about the situation, everything just happened at the world's most shitty time! Hell, the reason I even gave REDACTED fuckhouse2 in the first place, was beacuse I was so fucking anxious and scared I couldn't even think straight, and I didn't want the shit with Shep to be lost in the void if I deleted the blog! I wish I never did and I still fucking regret it, unlike you I was actually genuine with my apology!

Oh if you want proof of the situation I was in I can always send you pics of the broken drug paraphernalia that happened at the time!!! :^) This was a situation I NEVER WANTED TO TALK ABOUT PUBLICLY BUT YOU PUSHED IT OUTTA ME! CONGRATULATIONS! ARE YOU HAPPY? DO YOU WANT A GOLD STAR???

Whatever happened to no shit talking people at their lowest point, because that sure as hell was one of the lowest points I was ever at! As usual rules apply to thee but not to me, you hypocrite!!

-Speaking of apologies did you ever mean any of yours? You accused me of faking so I can ask the same fucking thing. :^))))))) I also know about the other horrible shit you've said behind people's back! However upon the request of the person who showed me this I'm not gonna post them publicly. This was the only post I was given permission to share publicly and I'm gonna respect those wishes unless I am given permission.Hell I also made it clear as fucking day I never wanted to see, or speak about you EVER AGAIN, outside of the posts I made about you, to help out the people you fucked over, and get my side of shit out!! No I didn't send those stupid anons about you I wish I'd never fucking responded to them! Especially since this has been the shit you're still pulling

Why I edited those posts as much as I did was due to how much anxiety they gave me! Hell, I even deleted those asks so things wouldn't get worse!! Idk who the anon was and honestly I hope I never find out. I answered those asks out of dumb impulse, I should've followed blockcurio's advice and turned off anon. But that was a stupid choice on my end. Hell I should've ignored the buners about you

the reason I found out about your DNI was beacuse a friend sent it to me!! I have better things to do with my life then “stalk you”.

No btw you didn't cause me to relapse into self harm, and I'm not blaming for that. I had a whole ass nervous breakdown beacuse of how bad the blog mentally effected me! It got to the point I even trauma dumped on some anon about how I was groomed. A lot of shit happened, the shit that happened with that anon that talked about you and kept hounding me about the situation, was the straw that finally broke the camels back.

In that nervous breakdown I deleted both blogs, and guess what!? It was one of the best choices I've ever made! I'm gald I don't have to deal with people like you, Berry, Curio, Pucca ect ever again. I took that blog more seriously then I should've and it took a horrible toll on me mentally. I should've stayed off the blog the first two times I said I would!

https://wellcometothefuckhouse.tumblr.com/post/776297621592686592/also-as-for-jesta-since-youre-probably-reading

Hell I wanted the situation to end with you at this post !!! It's a situation I'm never gonna get any form of closure for, I've made peace with that. Also I'm not even running the new fuckhouse blog and neither is -REDACTED-. I GAVE THOSE BLOGS TO ANOTHER FRIEND

So it's okay for you to call me a bitch, a brainwasher, a bully, lie about me supporting self harm, and make vauge and rant posts about me. But I call you a stalker once, and defend myself FROM ACTUAL CLAIMS YOU MADE AGAINST ME, AND SUDDENLY “I'M SLANDERING AND DEFAMING YOU??” You really don't see the issue here!? Is it that hard for you to see the forrest through the trees???

Part 2

JESTA LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE!! LEAVE ME ALONE!! THIS IS BEYOND CREEPY AT THIS POINT! I DIDN'T SEND THOSE STUPID ANONS ON FUCKHOUSE, I HAVEN'T BEEN TALKING ABOUT YOU OR ANY OF YOUR FRIENDS, AND I'M NOT GOING AFTER THEM! DO YOU WANT ME TO SCREENSHOT EVERY SINGLE ACCOUNT I HAVE? BEACUSE I WILL, HELL I'LL EVEN SHOW YOU MY SEARCH HISTORY!!

JUST BEACUSE I'M FRIENDS WITH AKU DOESN'T MEAN I SUPPORT EVERYTHING THEY DO UNDER THE SUN!

Jesta the issue was NEVER that you didn't talk to me, you had me on your DNI, or that you blocked me! THE ISSUE WAS YOU CALLED ME A CULT LEADER BEHIND MY BACK, AFTER YOU LIED ABOUT ME SUPPORTING SELF HARM!!

I've communicated what the issue has been AS CLEAR AS FUCKING DAY MULTIPLE TIMES!! The fact that you're trying to downplay the issue as badly as you are, just shows what a dishonest person you actually are! ALSO YOU FALSELY ACCUSED ME OF SUPPORTING IT OVER A PIZZA MEME! I WOULD NEVER SUPPORT SELF HARM, I DON'T CONDONE WHAT STOLS SAID AT THE TIME, BUT A PRIVATE VENT ACCOUNT GOT LEAKED AND THEY LASHED OUT

On to the stalker shit and my part about you in my rules page when it was there! I was talking about the bluesky stuff! It was never about you blocking me!! You went out of your way to find the accounts of multiple people who never brought up they had bluesky, never posted about it publicly, and didn't even mention they rped or had an rp blog on their bluesky, AND DIDN'T EVEN GO BY THE SAME NAME AS THEIR MUN NAME. If you're really not a stalker, then please explain how you found those accounts! You never did the first time. Come on, tell the class! I gave you the benfit of the doubt in my case beacuse I actually did have my bluesky linked in a few places. I'm still giving you the benfit of the doubt in my case even though you really don't deserve it.

Was the section in my rules about you harsh when I had it up? Yes it was, I apologize for that. But with that being said after all the anons and all the shit you pulled I was just upset when I wrote this. I could have worded it a lot better. However, I'M ALLOWED TO DEFEND MYSELF FROM ACTUAL SERIOUS CLAIMS YOU MADE AGAINST ME!

This part I'm gonna get really angry about now: Jesta I have committed self harm in the past! I committed self harm when I relapsed recently! You know fully well I'D NEVER ENCOURAGE SOMEONE ELSE TO DO THE SAME! I wouldn't have been mad if you just left it at “I don’t fully trust you enough to talk yet.” but you thought it was okay to call me a brainwashing cult leader BEHIND MY BACK!

The fact you called me a “brainwashing cult leader” after you did that hurt! What hurt the worst was how cheeky you acted about it, with the gif and “she gives me the ick”! It just showed how little you cared about how you hurt me, or how you didn't take throwing around a allegation like that against someone seriously AT ALL! You also accused me of “faking my apology” which is ironic coming from you! :^) Also even if I did call you a freak, please tell me how that's worse THEN CALLING SOMEONE A FUCKING CULT LEADER AND FALSELY ACCUSING THEM OF SUPPORTING SELF HARM!? Beacuse I'd love to hear the explanation behind that :^)

Jesta you were never sorry! Your apologies are hallow! You were only “sorry” that you got caught! What was extra salt in the wounds IS YOU DID THIS RIGHT AFTER A SITUATION WHERE MY LIFE WAS IN DANGER! The blockcurio stuff had nothing to do it!! Jesta you not only lied to me, but you hurt me in a very backhanded and horrible way beacuse petty!

This part I'm gonna get really angry about now: Jesta I have committed self harm in the past! I committed self harm when I relapsed recently! You know fully well I'D NEVER ENCOURAGE SOMEONE ELSE TO DO THE SAME! I wouldn't have been mad if you just left it at “I don’t fully trust you enough to talk yet.” but you thought it was okay to call me a brainwashing cult leader BEHIND MY BACK!

The fact you called me a “brainwashing cult leader” after you did that hurt! What hurt the worst was how cheeky you acted about it, with the gif and “she gives me the ick”! It just showed how little you cared about how you hurt me, or how you didn't take throwing around a allegation like that against someone seriously AT ALL! You also accused me of “faking my apology” which is ironic coming from you! :^) Also even if I did call you a freak, please tell me how that's worse THEN CALLING SOMEONE A FUCKING CULT LEADER AND FALSELY ACCUSING THEM OF SUPPORTING SELF HARM!? Beacuse I'd love to hear the explanation behind that :^)

Jesta you were never sorry! Your apologies are hallow! You were only “sorry” that you got caught! What was extra salt in the wounds IS YOU DID THIS RIGHT AFTER A SITUATION WHERE MY LIFE WAS IN DANGER! The blockcurio stuff had nothing to do it!! Jesta you not only lied to me, but you hurt me in a very backhanded and horrible way beacuse petty!

The fact you're still down playing the situation as “well she's just mad I blocked her lol” is just infuriating as hell! Jesta stop downplaying what the actual issue is and what you did to me!!! I don't care about your stupid DNI or that you blocked me. I never did!! Jesta if someone said half the shit you've said about myself and other people about you or your friends, we'd never hear the end of it!

The fact you're still down playing the situation as “well she's just mad I blocked her lol” is just infuriating as hell! Jesta stop downplaying what the actual issue is and what you did to me!!! I don't care about your stupid DNI or that you blocked me. I never did!! Jesta if someone said half the shit you've said about myself and other people about you or your friends, we'd never hear the end of it!

**But hey you have no issues lying about people :^)** **Saying most of the people on your list are “into and okay” with lolicon without any proof is gross! Jesta I am not okay with lolicon, the fact you're spreading this about myself and other people is disgusting!** **All for what on my end, beacuse I'm friends with Aku??? Jesta idk how many times I have to explain to you, just beacuse I'm friends with someone doesn't mean I support everything they do!** **Also what about the other people you lied about being into or okay lolicon, without proof?! Please tell me your excuse beacuse I'd love to hear it!

You know danm well most of the people on your list hate loli and shota! Before you say “Well I didn't say all the people I said MOST of the people” Jesta the way you worded that is vauge. You know it's vauge! The only person you specified who wasn't into lolicon was me. But you're still implying I'm okay with it :^) There's only one person on your DNI that you provided actual proof for. Jesta just beacuse you had a bad interaction with someone doesn't mean they deserve to have false claims thrown at them. Either specify who or who is/isn't into lolicon in your list WITH PROOF, or don't have that part at all!

Jesta the pattern of you throwing out serious false allegations against people beacuse you don't like them, not providing evidence, and NOT TAKING THE WEIGHT OF THOSE ALIGATIONS SERIOUSLY IS DESTRUBRING! Jesta these are serious claims and here you are throwing them out like candy, then crying “slander” when you get called out on it!! But rules apply to thee but not to me.

(this is gonna be in parts lol)