#jester updates

I made this webcomic thing based on my upcoming story. Just for fun and to test out a new drawing program. It’s not that great. but have fun. I am not great but it was fun. I hated drawing the reader though she annoyed me.

Hello! I am sorry that I haven’t been around for a while. I had my whole life consumed by my job and then I found a new fandom that I wanted to write for. I am still writing for BTS my brain just has to finish the current story so I can pick up where I left off and continue.

The joys of ADHD, I believe the kids call it something a fixation, (I googled it Hyperfocus) haha anyway... Once I have finished the story I am writing for the MDZS fandom I will be back to BTS solely. (I am still updating and working on other BTS ones and they will update just a little more slowly)

I still love you guys

I’m still updating, I am just working a new job as a manager and well I am waiting for things to settle before I start writing again I have a few chapters waiting to be posted of Sly, JHITS, a request and a very very belated birthday gift fic.

Work from 3am to 1pm today and tomorrow as well so it will really wipe me out BUT! I think since we hired another staff member I may have some more free time I think I might get 3 days off in a row if I am lucky which hopefully I can get some writing done.

Sorry it has taken a long time. I needs some days off my brain is fried, I am sleepy Jimin being handed a spoon.

HELLOOOO THERE BABE HOW YOU DOIN'?

Good! How you doing?

I will seep out of the wood work today haha and I will post something :) I might queue a few little things for the next couple of days. I have been quiet for too long.

Love you 👩🏻‍💻💜💜💜☺️

Oh my gosh thanks so much, I enjoyed it soo much I have been thinking about revisiting that one in the future.

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Sea is currently at 10277 words, it is just waiting to be edited. If your name is added to the tag-list for sea you will get a notification the moment it releases. I can give you a little cheeky look at a section if you would like to hopefully tied you over. Haha that sea pun. Here it is unedited:

“Hey, you did the same for me,” You noticed soot on Yoongi’s jaw line and you leaned in trying to get it, reaching towards him. Cupping his cheek you brushed your thumb against the smudge of dark powder and wiped it off. Smiling at the good job you did, you finally noticed how close you were, he was looking up at you with large eyes and lips parted. You realized how that must have looked.

“Uh you had soot on your face,” You showed him…

As you can tell it’s clunky right now but the people who help me read over my stories are really good. Me trying to cheer up my patiently waiting readers is like this gif. I’m sorry I would post it unedited but you won’t like it as much.

youve finished most of your work and you constantly update. thank you TT♡♡

I don’t know about that, I try my best. It just never feels like it’s enough if I am watching tv in the back of my head I know I could be writing more.

I just want my friends online to be happy, I want them to experience the joys in the story to escape and dream and just live in the moment. I want them to feel happy for even a moment because when I write them I too escape and dream.

Things get a bit hard sometimes. So I usually step back and take a moment. I think between my surgery and bills I pushed and pushed to get back up and write for everyone and gosh I want to do bad.

But I took a small break this week and I wrote some stories for me. Just random stories I write and delete. Self inserts where I get to indulge myself with love and adventure and action that I won’t experience in everyday life.

It’s made me feel better. I think everyone who reads my work are so nice, which I am grateful for. I hardly get bad messages but it’s when I do that I always question deleting everything and disappearing.

But I remember these nice messages and the friends I have made along the way and I step back and I come back the next day.

Before I joined tumblr, I was at the lowest point in my life, I was stuck in my bedroom and I posted my first story and then another and soon I started feeling like maybe I was worth something. If I made one person happy, if I made them laugh or smile, then that’s all I needed in life.

I threw out everything I owned and I wrote like my life depended on it, I wrote out my insecurities and weaknesses and I used it as my therapy and I want to expand more.

I cry at the end of every story and it hurts watching my work come to an end. I don’t think I have ever finished a story in my life. And here I have written so many stories and they have all come to their ends and I cry watching these characters grow and it hurts.

I’m rambling as always. But thank you. The comment really made my day.

3x sly

2x wash out

1x hope in the sheets