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Do u think japril will still get back together
I donāt even know if I care at this point. April Kepner is a precious baby that has been throught hell and back for the last five years and she canāt get a break, wtf canāt they let her BE HAPPY? Why canāt she be loved, really loved for a guy? and not being toyed or having meanliness sex. Iām also tired of how Jackson is treating her.
I thought that they would make Jackson angry at her for leaving him behind and moving out again, and that would explain his fall down and how he turned into a spoiled brat. He would be hurt. I thought Aprilās journey was about how she had hurt him, admitting it and apologyzing, before moving on while Jackson did everything he could to have her again. If I believe they will eventually end up together? Well if the actors donāt give up like half the fandom already did⦠I think itās possible.
Donāt understand me wrong, I donāt mind April having sex with other men, but I didnāt want her to have random sex because she is questioning herself, what she has done her entire life, her own faith, Again. They are breaking her down, again. She is going against herself to what? Prove that God doesnāt exist? That he doesnāt care? I really doubt they are going to do thst because I think Sarah Drew would be against it, so itās going to renew Aprilās faith. She will what, understand that her God is not cruel? That as Nathan said āhas bigger things to deal withā? Why do they have to hurt her all the time? Donāt the writers understand that people deserve peace too? And not only April, but us, fans.
I suffered it all with April because I see myself in her. And in Sarah Drew. And the fact that she apparently sees no light in the end of the tunnel anymore tells me what? Iām already an insecure person, afraid of failing, Iāve never been loved and never lived. And now the person that gave me faith and inspiration⦠Iām seeing her crumble. Shonda, Krista, whoever call it crazy, but even you need to admit that after 250 episodes, 8 seasons with a character⦠You need to at least love it a little bit.
April Kepner is my hero, and as her creator, You are just as cruel as she now imagines her God to be. Thank you for literally shattering one of my safe places.
PEOPLE STOP FREAKING OUT
JEEZ
TOO MUCH DEPRESSION ON THIS TAG
WE DON'T DESERVE THIS
For real, if the writers don't care about our feelings, screw them, let's not help them sinking down our moods. They can do whatever they want? Fine, so can we! So lets BE HAPPY, enjoy that THEY ARE ALIVE, that Sarah and Jesse are great people, and that our lives don't depend on a show! Specially because any form of entertainment is supposed to make you feel better after! Not worse, or with anxiety or depression, it's not suppose to trigger any of these things in any of us.
Let's take care of ourselves and our mental health. Ignore the spoilers, ignore the show, ignore everything that makes you feel bad!!!!
We do NOT deserve to feel like this because a bunch of people don't care about our feelings.
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Trump is Now President: Don't let the hate win
I keep meaning to write more, I really do. Unfortunately, it seems that Iām usually driving when the muse hits and I mentally come up with a really long post I want to share and by the time I get home Iāve forgotten the words I came up with. I try to write anyway but end up giving up and saving it as a draft, waiting and hoping for the words to come back. You should see how many drafts I haveā¦Tonight, however, this post just jumped out at me while I sit here waiting for my phone to charge before bed.
Today a new President was sworn in. A man who many (myself included) donāt feel should have won. That point is no longer relevant; heās officially the President like it or not. All we can do now is stay vigilant and use our voices and actions to keep him in line. Who knows, maybe the people who voted for him were right. Maybe heās not going to do a bad job. Maybe things will get betterā¦only time will tell.
It got me thinking about things though. Ok, maybe Iāve been thinking about this for a couple of days. Iām actually afraid for my daughtersā futures. Iām afraid of what things are going to be like when they are older. The way things are going I donāt think the prospects are good. People are just plain mean anymore.
I didnāt used to think that. Beyond the way my mother was and a few people here and there, I genuinely thought most people were generally nice. Either things have gotten worse or I was extremely sheltered and the Internet has opened my eyes. You tell me.
Itās heartbreaking to read the news most days. Parents killing their children, children killing their parents, strangers killing each other, the racism, anti LGBTQ, anti-muslim, cops shooting unarmed black people, people killing cops, rapes, raping babies, shooting up an elementary school, school shootings in generalā¦I could go on and on but Iām going to get depressed so Iāll stop. You get the point. Itās heartbreaking.
I actually cry while reading the news most of the time now. You can laugh but I kind of consider myself an empath. Iām a really good judge on other peopleās emotions (almost like I can sense them) and when I see or read about people hurting it hurts me. Iād stop reading it but I donāt want to sit here with my head in the sand anymore. As much as it hurts I want to know, I need to know, so I can help make a difference. Iāve mentioned before that I was abused but Iām not sure if I said I lived a sheltered life or not. Yes, itās possible to have both. We never went ANYWHERE beyond school, the store, and sometimes church. We didnāt watch or listen to the news; very sheltered. I believed most people were fairly decent because in our small town, most of the people I encountered were decent. I believed racism was gone because I didnāt ever see it.
As an adult I see now that I was wrong.
I like to read through the comments sections of news articles and Facebook posts and Iām astounded at the amount of racist remarks Iāve read. I shouldnāt be, but I am. In June Jesse Williams gave a very controversial speech when he accepted his award. It ticked a lot of people off big time! Iāll admit to being one of those people. But hereās where I differ from a lot, if not most, of them: I was so upset because I LOVE his character on Greyās Anatomy and I was offended by what he said that I couldnāt stop thinking about itā¦the more I thought about it the more I tried to justify myself. And wouldnāt you know, the more I tried to justify myself the more I realized he was right and I was wrong.
I donāt remember exactly where my argument with his speech started but at some point I remember thinking āI donāt see color when I look at people, Iām not racist!ā But that thought was quickly followed by āok, maybe I do see color, I have eyes thereās no way around it.ā Somewhere along the line I was angry about his āwhite privilegeā comment. Iām poor, grew up that way. Whereās my privilege? But of course that was followed by āok, so I can be relatively sure Iām not going to be shot by police at a routine stop, and ok, people donāt automatically assume negative things about me based on my skin color, in fact I have never been judged by my skin color and never will be⦠OH THEREāS MY WHITE PRIVILEGE. You donāt have to agree with me. Youāre agreement on the matter doesnāt change the facts.
Once I saw my privilege I set out to do better. I started following a ton of civil rights awareness type accounts and basically any account that pointed out racism and how to overcome it. Iāve started calling out coworkers and family on anything remotely racist, and I also started talking to my girls about it more and telling them about and making them watch the news. I want them to be aware. Itās not much, but itās a start. Itās why I call myself an activist in training⦠During one conversation I asked Abby if she knew it wasnāt ok to judge someone based on the color of their skin or physical appearance. Her response was the best Iāve ever heard, āOf course itās not ok. Never judge a book by its cover, you donāt know whatās on the inside.ā -Sheās 9.
I think I might have went down a rabbit trail; sorry. So anyway, I was wrong and racism still exists. But itās more than that. People are really mean, especially online. Read any article about a child going missing or getting seriously hurt or dying and a good number of those comments are blaming the parents. Without any proof or evidence! What happened to compassion and empathy? What happened to waiting until we have facts before crusifying people? Are people getting worse or just finally showing humanityās true colors because of the anommity of the Internet?
I know there are kind and compassionate people out there, I know I canāt be the only one. I canāt be the only one that watches a movie or clip about the civil rights area or slavery and cries when I see the atrocities done to black people, I canāt be the only one whose heart breaks watching or reading the news, but sometimes I wonder where they are. We need to get louder. We need to overcome all the hate with kindness. Now more than ever, and not just because of our new President but also because hate seems to be running rampant these days. Love Trumps hate, or so Iāve read. In my attempts to be louder, I like to use the hashtags #BeKind and #TheWorldNeedsMoreKindness in my tweets. I like to start the week with a good morning tweet and then quote it while tagging as many people I can think of to let them know someone is thinking of them and hopefully make them smile. More recently Iāve started trying to make most of my tweets inspirational and reminders to be kind. My feed is full of #BeKind tags now. Because of this, Iāve started using an old account I havenāt logged into in years and am in the process of moving most of my TV and fan accounts I follow it. I donāt want my fan obsessions to overrun my kindness tweetsā¦not that Iām mean, exactly, when live tweeting my shows, but I sometimes get a little grumpyā¦Iām not perfect.
I think Iāve forgotten my pointā¦except to say that the world really does need more kindness. Yes, Trump is now our President, yes people are killing their children and children are killing their parents, and yes, the news in general is showing the future to be pretty bleak, it doesnāt mean we have to sit back and let things get worse. We can actively work to make a difference by spreading as much kindness as we can. Donāt let the hate win.
#BeKind