"Sometimes you say that you wish you didn't care as much as you do now. Personally, I just think that you're weak and scared. You say that you'd rather "drift" away from your home and go out into the world to find yourself. Looks to me like you're just running away because you were never able to grow some balls and tell people how you actually feel. I swear, you've been wearing that same cheeky mask for years, and it's clearly starting smell. Where's your ambition? Where's your passion? Where's that famous smirk? Where did you go? Honestly, if you ask me, I think you're looking at all of this completely wrong. When you deal with people from your past, that's not you going backwards. Just don't succumb to old feelings and try to live in the past like you've tried before. But before you go off into the world and try to discover whatever the fuck you're looking for, you might want to go back to where it all started. I'm pretty sure the "you" that your looking for never made it out completely. Usually i'm not one to say this, especially because i'm just a demon who doesn't give a fuck regardless, but make peace with it all."Â
