#jemmo!

Hej Jess! Thanks for this ask, I'm so happy you're nosy! Coincidentally, I've been compiling a top ten list of songs from bl shows (which I'll post at some point!), but this ask allows me to be a freer with my choices than that list, so I'm grateful for that.

Alright...before I start, I was a bit confused at the wording of the ask - I guess it means songs I listen to when other people might also be in hearing range, yes? Well, I don't usually listen to music when other people are around (social anxiety ftw) but sometimes it happens when I'm in work early in the morning and some of my colleagues also arrive early...so I'm just going to pick five of my favourite songs from the playlist I usually listen to (it's 8 hours long so there's plenty to choose from!).

In no particular order:

เอก - Season Five - from KinnPorsche - I think this is my fav song from the series (I know, even more than Why Don't You Stay). I love how soft it is, the piano melody, the way it pauses at 2:01...it's just a gorgeous song.

Why Don't You Stay - Jeff Satur - from KinnPorsche - Yes, okay, since I mentioned it, i guess I'll include it here. I love it, I love him, I love the choral build up at the end.

เพราะเธอ - Jeff Satur - from The Tuxedo - And since we're talking about Jeff... I haven't seen this series but I found the track from a rabbit hole I fell into listening to his songs. This one is so beautiful and his voice goes so high, I like to sing along but I have to drop an octave to do so 😂.

คลาด (Over the Moon) - Khaotung Thanawat - from The Eclipse - I don't actually have this one in my playlist yet since it's not on spotify yet...but when it is, it will be. I think this is a great song, smooth, soft, but with great rhythm changes.

ps welcome to the uk here is your customary cup of tea ☕️

Hi jemmo! Thank you for the question prompts. I thought i would have time to answer them yesterday when I was travelling but it was such a faff that I couldn't. And thank you for the tea, I was in fact drinking a cup when I read your message 💪🏼

5. Did you learn a skill or get a new hobby during lockdown?

I was quite lucky in that I had already started a Creative Writing Masters when the pandemic happened, which was all online anyway, so not much changed for me when the 'lockdown' began. That being said, I suppose I could say I learnt more about the writing process and the course also opened up other areas of knowledge and study to me, like neuroscience, embodiment, and psychology...but they're not really new skills or hobbies. I tried to learn sign language but quickly discovered I needed to learn in person in classes if I was going to properly learn or develop...and that's exactly what I couldn't do during the lockdown! So, a long-winded way of saying no?

26. Have you ever won a contest?

Ummm...well, having done gymnastics as a child, I guess yes - gymnastics competitions - as well as dance competitions. But I don't really remember them. And I think I may have won some kind of contest as an adult...but I don't remember 😂 I have a terrible memory. I do however have a guilty memory of winning the opportunity to go to the boat show in London through my secondary school but I think I copied a friend's design and she should really have gone - ooops!

42. Do you have a favourite swear word?

I seem to use fu*k or fu*king a lot on this blog but my automatic go-to word is actually the swedish version of the f-word -> "jävla" because it just feels so good to say (here's a vid of the pronunciation). I also like to roll an invisible 'r' at the end, which is not correct, but feels better adding a hard sound to the end (like the 't' at the end of 'sh*t', or 'k' at the end of 'fu*k'). When I'm really p*ssed at something, I'll combine them in 'jävla fu*king christ' (apologies to anyone offended for that 🙃).