#jedikiller

I drew my friends in my sketchbook just to try out a different way of drawing people.

Thank you so much @jedikiller for commissioning me. I had so so much fun drawing you and your boi Gengar to "fuck shit up" 👀

These may be more I stopped counting after 15 and just answered every question I‘d like to answer :D

1. You woke up naked next to the last person you texted, what would you say? – Good morning, love ❤️

2. What’s going on between you and the last person you kissed? – He‘s my ex and my best friend. Last kiss happened like almost 1.5 years ago. (Normally I would say it‘s my cats, because they get multiple kisses a day 👀)

12. Where did you sleep last night? – At home and in my bed 👀

18. Are you wearing jeans,sweatpants,or pajama pants? – Sweatpants~ I‘m sick at home~

21. Have you ever kissed someone with a name that starts with an S? – Yup. It was the first boy who kissed me. I freaked the heck out and there were no follow up kisses.

26. What breed was the last dog you saw?  – Very important question! A „Münsterländer“. Loved him. He was a very good boi and I wanted to pet him, but he was too far away ;;

27. Do you dry off in the shower or out of the shower? – in the shower, because my shower is huge and the world outside is far colder than I anticipate it.

32. Have you ever thought about getting your nose pierced? – Yep. Still want my septum pierced.

34. Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you? – My best friend! He‘s awesome ;0;

35. Would you prefer a relationship or a fling? – relationship. Can‘t get intimate if I don‘t have a romantic connection.

36. Are you a simple or complicated person? –Normally I say I can be complicated. But I‘m actually pretty simple.

38. When you say you’re sorry do you mean it? – Yes. I am always genuine with this stuff.

39. Is there a girl that knows everything or almost everything about you? – My other best friend 👀 But I‘m working on it that my girlfriend gets to know me as well as she does ;w; 💕

40. What made you start liking the person you like now? – Her humour~ Also how much we bonded as soon as we talked. So many shared interests her mind in general! And gosh darn she is also so cute, sweet and beautiful ;w; 💕

42. What is wrong with you right now? – My stomach doesn't work as it's supposed to, also my thyroid 👀 But mostly I have many self doubts and little issues that keep me from applying for something I love dearly.

46. Are you in a good mood right now? – Yes ❤️ I‘m a little bored but in peace and happy ;w;

51. Do you hate the person you fell hardest for? – yes and no. Yes for them taking advantage of it. No, because I don‘t feel that it still affects me as much as it did back then.

55. Have you ever liked somebody and never told them? – Yes and then I got jealous and fucked up. So since then I started being more open with my feelings. Still shy about it, but I kept pushing through ;w;

56. Do you like to cuddle? – I LOVE cuddles. But(!) I need at least a closer platonic connection for it.

57. Are you shy? – Yes. But as soon as I warm up with someone I‘m not as shy anymore~ I spent years without talking as much because I was too shy to speak up.

59. Have you dated the person you texted last? – I‘m dating her right now 👀

62. Do you think you can last in a relationship for five months? – Yes 💕 I‘m a long term relationship girl. I don‘t get into a relationship if I can‘t imagine staying for long 👀

64. The person you like kisses you on the forehead, do you find this cute? – Yes ❤️ it‘s very sweet and a perfect way to show love.

65. Did anything “cute” happen in the last week? – Yes. Mars being the sweetest, my cats being cuddly and my best friends being cute!

69. Do you have any stickers on your car? – I don‘t have a car, but as soon as I have one, there won‘t be any stickers on it 👀

77. Do you have a job? – Yes I‘m working at an Apple certified reseller.

82. Do you still talk to the first person you ever kissed? – Nah didn‘t saw her again after that summer.

89. Do you normally wear your hair straight or curly? – Normally straight, mostly in a bun but I like it curled more ;w;

91. Would you rather swim in a river, lake, or pool? – Pool. But I‘d love to swim in a river or lake bound to a waterfall sometime.

92. Have you ever made out in a car? (93. ... sex in a car?) – Yeees 😏

94. Are you single or in a relationship? – I have a giiiirlfwiend 👀💕 Mars, you are my giiirlfwiend ❤️

98. Have you ever had a friend with benefits? – Nah. I would't feel comfortable with it.

99. Have you ever passed out from drinking? – Nope and don‘t plan on it.

1. how long have you known you liked girls?

I know it since I was… 9…? I dunno around that time :DSinging to all the songs I liked (all sung by men) and not changing a pronoun just felt right. I actually changed pronouns with songs from women. Also Shakiras hips really don’t lie 8EYESEMOJI)

2. talk about the girl who made you realise you liked girls

Let’s talk about the girl in my school. She was not in the same class as I was but we basically crushed on each other for SIX DAMN YEARS and it took a school change from me that we were actually able to confess.We shared so much and did so much stuff together. We knew from each other, that we liked girls. But both of us were too shy to admit that we liked each other. Plus a suuuuper homophobic surrounding. It caused us to break up after only 1 week.

3. are you in a relationship at the moment?

yesh ;w; <3

4. do you have a crush at the moment?

It’s my giiirlfwiend Mars <3

5. describe your crush!

She is super cute, super amazing and she makes me smile a lot and she makes me suuper happy ;w; <3

6. do you tend to like more masculine, feminine, or androgynous girls?

I…. dunno? Never thought about it, tbh. But maybe more feminine or androgynous…?

7. do you look/dress more masculine, feminine, or androgynous?

I got called butch Queen the other day. But also like to fancy up from time to time. But button up shirts, bow tie and suspenders (plus mayyybe beanie) is my comfy fancy outfit-choice. I also like skirts sometimes…? AH I DUNNO

8. what’s your gaydar like?

pretty okay. Sometimes I get asked by a friend if I get a gay vibe from someone and I’m mostly right~

9. tall girls or short girls?

I don’t care :D

10. intimidating girls or kind girls?

huff… a good mix of both! (look at me being indecisive)

11. hugs or kisses?

kisses! All the kisses! But I love hugs as well… BUT KISSES MORE

12. do you have an ideal ‘type’? what would they be like?

I don’t have an ideal type

13. what’s your favourite personality trait of yours?

mmmmh~ patience, tolerance and kindness!

14. what’s your favourite personality trait for a girl to have?

cleverness… kindness~

15. what’s the best thing about liking girls?

the moment I accepted myself for being a lesbian I looked at girls differently. More soft, seriously, the softness of liking girls is the best!

16. do you have any friends who are wlw?

yush quite a few :O

17. have you ever been to pride? if so, what was your first pride like?

yes. I was at pride for the first time this year (2018). It wasn’t the best experience since I mostly searched for someone who was mad at me.

18. do you like the lesbian flag?

I think it’s alright. I’m not someone who likes pink a lot. I once saw a “pink lemonade”-lesbian pride flag. And I liked it so much more.

19. what was your first kiss with a girl like?

pretty soft. We both already knew what to do, so it wasn’t super sloppy or something like that. It made me feel so much more tingly than I knew it at the time.

20. who was your celebrity/fictional gay awakening?

HUFF Shego and Kim Possible. But mostly Shego!

21. what’s your favourite lgbt+ movie?

right now it’s Love, Simon. Seriously I wish I had a movie like this when I was younger. This is PERFECT!

22. who’s your favourite openly wlw celebrity?

Ellen Paige, Ellen Degeneres, Kristen Stewart

23. do you wear makeup?

yush! I do my eyebrows and mascara almost(!!) everyday. often I do some eyeliner and I also have a foundation that I actually like a lot.

24. who was the first person you came out to (if you have)?

Look at question 2.

25. has anyone ever come out to you?

yes but I won’t out anyone, so live with the fact that I’m not telling names

26. have you found a community of lgbt+ people?

Ye, I found a little group of lgbt+ people in FFXIV who I talk to almost on a daily basis. Also almost all of my friends identify within lgbt+

27. do you have any older lgbt+ people you look up to?

mmm not from the top of my head right now. 

28. do you identify with butch/femme labels?

I agree with them. But everything is fluid and on a spectrum for me. So I don’t think that everyone is just butch OR femme. Everyone should be comfy in their own style.

29. who’s your favourite fictional wlw?

even tho I normally don’t ship, watch me shipping Abby Suso and Leah Burke.

30. what experiences are you looking forward to having in the future (kissing a girl, going to pride, etc)?

mmh it works to me?? here