#jdpr

They said, “one day it will all come back to you.” since we broke up I have prayed that there will be less tears in the coming days. I won’t lie, tears were less since that day. But, I won’t lie either if I didn’t say that I didn’t missed you at all. 

I miss you. If only I could send you a text/chat message, I would but it wouldn’t change anything. As far as I want us to be back, my longing for you isn’t enough for that. There's still tears in my pillow. If I could just talk to you again. Every time I would get a news about you, my heart is sinking repeatedly. It was like my chest is swallowing my heart all over again. I can’t breathe for a few seconds. I just let myself sleep whenever I miss you. I’m still crying while praying for you...for me. 

I hope you have felt how much I missed you in my life since you left. I mean if it’s possible telepathically. I’m not even sure why I’m crying, is it because I miss you or I miss you and I know that you don’t miss me back.