Some days all I want from this fetish is to be manipulated into growing bigger than I planned. I love the feeling of losing control and feeling like weight gain is inevitable.
To have someone constantly plotting and planning behind my back all the ways they could influence my appetite and habits in order for me to fatten up for their pleasure... π
It could be anything from 'accidentally' ordering too much and guilting me into finishing an extra plate... or two or three with puppy dog eyes. Telling me that it would go to waste if I didn't finish it all.
Or spending the time to understand me and the kinds of food I could just eat mindlessly. Setting me up on the couch to play a game or watch a movie and constantly refilling the supply of snacks that they keep me surrounded by so I don't even notice how much I'm eating before it's too late.
Maybe Pavlov-ing me into expecting pleasure whenever I'm stuffed painfully full so as to re-wire my brain into enjoying food even more than I already do.
Perhaps cutting the size tags off my clothes and replacing them with larger sizes so I don't notice my clothes getting tighter on me. And when my belly sticks out so far that I can't even see the numbers on the scale anymore, keeping me in the dark about just how much I've grown.
Maybe even when they're honest with me about how they are fattening me up, hiding just how much of an influence they're being and obscuring their true goals for my size. Bargaining with me just to get me to gain another 20lbs. Telling me that it's only a little more until I reach a nice round number. Telling me that I'm so close to a big milestone, aren't I curious what it would be like to be so big? Rewards for reaching those milestones that just result in even more weight. Constantly shifting the goalposts and making me blow past many soft limits.
I would so enjoy seeing just how much a feeder like that was enjoying it too.
And then, when I'm way too big to do anything about it, them confessing about just how much bigger they really plan for me. Feeling an electric mix of intense pleasure and mild panic at the thought, knowing that there's nothing I could do to stop.
