Jermaine, a guy just trying to get in life, but with a stalker ex-girlfriend and drug dealing brother on his plate, he meets trouble in human form, Jessica. Can he finish his last year of university with out any troubles? Or will he be swallowed in this Cold World?

Tyson

Releasing the rest of my nut deep inside Lani, I sent a hard slap across her ass before pulling out and rolling over to my side of the bed. It was now 9 o'clock in the morning and Lani and I had spent my first night at home fucking each others brains out. Six weeks of sexual frustration was released in the matter of a few hours and if Lani hadn't tapped out I would have fucked her for another few hours.

Letting out a satisfied sigh, Lani rolled over so that she was now laying on her stomach and proceeded to pushed her hair away from her face. Just the mere sight of her had me once again becoming rock hard and I mentally fought myself not to jump on her and bury myself deep inside her. Reaching over, I pulled her body into mine and closed my eyes at the feel of her naked body next to mine. I had to wait six weeks for this, six weeks of pure torture and now all I wanted to do was hold onto her until I wasn't breathing no more.

My eyes dropped down to her fresh tattoo that was placed on the side of her ribs. Big cursive writing that was inked onto her smooth skin, making me harder by the seconds. It was a god damn power trip. Having the most beautiful woman tattoo my name and claim me had me feeling like the luckiest nigga on this planet. Unable to keep my hands of her, my fingers ran up and down her smooth thigh while she nestled her face in the crook of my neck. 

"I want to stay like this forever", She mumbled, speaking out loud my very thoughts. If I could, I would take Lani away to an island, spend all day naked in bed and do nothing but be with each other. Knowing that could only ever be a dream, I snaked my arm around her waist and pulled her body on top of me. Wrapping my legs around her, locking her into place then I stuffed my face into her wild hair and took in her scent. This right here, this was home. 

Her fingers trailed my tattoos as her lips pressed against my chest. I closed my eyes and tried to remember how the hell I lasted this long without her. When my eyes landed on my bandaged fists I almost chuckled out loud as memories started to flood. Truth was I barely did survive. The only reason I hadn't resulted back to heavy drugs and killing sprees was because I was on 24 hour lock down, otherwise I could almost guarantee that would be my reality right now.

"Did you miss me?", She whispered already knowing the answer. Although like me, she likes to hear it out loud, over and over again, "So fucken much", I mumbled against her hair while she tried to snuggle her body further against me. We laid in silence for a while after that. Hands roaming each other, trying to catch up on missed time. 

Before I knew it the sound of Isaiah banging on our bedroom door could be heard. Sitting up quickly Lani grabbed my shirt and slipped it on before reaching for her black g string and rushed to put her feet in. I on the other hand took my time getting out of bed and found my sweats laid out on the floor. Slipping them on just in time for Lani to open the door, Zay bust thru the opening and made a beeline for me.

"Morning, morning, morning", He buzzed as he jumped up and down in front of me waiting for me to pick him up, "You been drinking coffee again, huh?", I questioned as I chuckled at his overly hyper self and found him nodding his head instantly, "Coffee good", He grinned though I knew he had no idea what coffee was. 

"Okay come on Mr Hyper, lets let daddy clean up while we go make breakfast", Lani grinned as she took Zay out of my arms and kissed his cheek. I so wanted to protest and tell her that I wanted to have a shower with her but I bit on my tongue and let her take Zay out the room. 

My shower took a total of five minutes. I was so anxious to have Lani next to me that I powered through a shower, got soap in my eyes, stubbed all 5 toes and finally landed on my ass while trying to shove my legs into a pair of basketball shorts. The entire jog down the stairs was done with me shaking my head at my clumsiness and obsession with my woman.

Finally my gaze landed on her body and in an instant I felt myself release the breath that I hadn't realised I was holding. Taking a moment to admire her from afar, I leaned against the side of the door and slowly I felt a grin tug at my lips. Lani danced around the kitchen, making a batch of pancakes as her and Isaiah sung along with the cartoon playing on the TV.

Moving her hips as she began spinning around in a circle, her gaze fell on mine and instantly she started to laugh as her cheeks wet red from embarrassment, "Baby!", She chuckled breathlessly as I licked over my lips and felt myself mirror her own smile. Pushing off the door, I headed further into the kitchen and felt my chest tighten at how beautiful her smile was. To think I had gone so long without it made my heart beat harder but I quickly reminded myself that she was here, in front of me, with me. 

"Come here", I mumbled as Zays' attention stayed on the Tv while Lani licked the spoon, sat it down and met me halfway, "That was a quick shower", She grinned knowing fully well why it was. Instead of responding I wrapped my arms around her waist and pulled her body into mine. Dropping my face down, I rested it in the side of her neck and felt my body untense as her own relaxed into mine.

"I'on wanna let go", I muttered as I squeezed her body tightly into my own. Yesterday had been all fun and games. I was on a power trip in the courtroom, proving my innocence to the world, only to come home and revealed the truth. I felt fucking powerful, like no one could stop me and last night being inside Lani was icing to the cake. But this morning? Reality hit and it hit hard. I once again put Lani through hell and back for my own selfish need. My need to protect her.

I could have prevented this but like always I let my possessiveness and pride get in the way. If I had just let it go and not killed the girl I wouldn't have been separated from Lani but my state of mind wouldn't allow it. Adrianna was a threat. I had warned her one too many times and her fighting with Lani was the last straw. I had promised Lani that no one would ever hurt her again and I have every intention to see that promise through. So I did what I always do. I killed the person who attempted to hurt her.

"Im sorry for what I put you through", I finally apologised for what I had made her go through for the past six weeks, "I just love you so much Lani, I had to kill her. I couldn't let her live, my mind wouldn't let it", I stressed, trying to desperately get her to understand my state of mind.

"Tyson", She sighed as she pulled away and looked up at me with glossy eyes, "Its okay baby", She smiled softly that instantly made me feel better although I still needed to just hold her. Pulling her back into my embrace, It was my turn to let out a sigh as I took in her scent and closed my eyes at the feel of her body molded against mine.

"Come on baby, let me finish making your breakfast, then you can hold me all you want", Lani mumbled against my chest after several minutes of holding her in silence. Liking the sound of it, I released her body from my tight grasp and held her hand as we walked back over to the kitchen island. Isaiah's mouth was covered with yogurt while his fingers tried to grab the slippery fruit wedges that kept slipping out of his grasp. 

Shaking my head at the mess he had created, I grabbed a fork and went over to take a seat next to him. Watching on with an amused expression, Lani handed me a face cloth and I wiped down Zay's face before forking a peach wedge and bringing it up to his mouth. Looking up at me with a grin, Zay opened his mouth wide and bit the peach in half causing half of it to fall on his lap.

"Zay you've been acting too silly today, since when are you so messy", Lani sighed as she came around and lifted his shirt up and over his head. Sitting topless, Zay started laughing before dipping his finger in the yogurt and shoving it in his mouth. Smirking down at my son, I slipped off the stool and looked around the kitchen for my packet of cigarettes, "Baby you seen ma smokes?", I muttered as I patted down my sweats in case I had them stashed in my pocket.

"Uh check your office, I think I saw them in there last", Lani called over her shoulder while Zay started to fling yogurt everyone, "Ay, quit it", I warned causing his hand to drop and his lips turn into a pout. Shaking my head as I tried to hide my grin, I headed out of the kitchen and towards my office. Inside I took in the setting of the room and my eyes soon landed on my packet that was sitting on top of my desk. 

Grabbing them, I lit one up and sat back on my office chairs as I checked the time on my phone. Smirking at the digital numbers, I grabbed the television remote and turned it onto the channel that airs the national news. With a few minutes to spare, I continued to puff on my smoke as I got out of my seat and poured myself a glass of whiskey.

Tippin back the glass, I swallowed the contents in one go before re filling it up and taking it back to my desk. My eyes flickered to the TV and instantly a smirk graced my lips as the screen showed Detective Hawkins getting ready to address a crowd full of media and fans. Once again my pride flared up and I was once again feeling myself. I didnt so much as blink as I watched Hawkins clear his throat and explain himself to hundreds and thousands of viewers. 

He went on to explain I had been cleared of all charges and that the entire arrest was a mistake on their behalf. By the end of it, Detective Hawkins was red faced while I was hunched over laughing at their stupidity. My laughter soon halted as images of Lani and the crew arriving at the courthouse showed up on the screen. Bringing my glass up to my lips, I took another gulp but soon started choking on the contents as a video of Lani and Briana followed after the pictures.

My eyes narrowed as they pushed through the crowd of paparazzi and headed straight towards MY orange Lamborghini. Shaking my head, I watched as they got in the car and before I knew it Lani was doing a burnout before speeding down the street. My eyes went wide at the tire marks she left behind and before I could register anything I was up and out of my seat, jogging towards the garage.

Busting through the door, I used my hand to feel up the wall until I hit the light switch on. My eyes traveled down the lined up cars I owned and suddenly stopped at my orange Lambo that looked untouched and unused. Heading straight for it, I dropped to my knees beside it and brushed my hands over the tires only to let out a rough groan.

The rubber grips on the tires were now flat and I clenched my jaw as I shook my head at my stubborn woman. One rule, dont drive, touch, feel or smell my Lamborghini's and Bugatti, "Mother fuck", I grumbled as I stood up and kicked the tire before marching my way back into the house. Like a child, I stomped my feet on the ground as I crossed the hall and entered the kitchen where Lani was loading out plates.

"Lemme ask you something", I muttered as I took a seat on the stool while crossing my arms across my chest. Looking up, she gave me a confused look before nodding her head and placing my plate of breakfast in front of me, "We get robbed or anything while I was locked up?", I asked as I eyed out the food and licked over my lips at the sight of the syrup dripping down my pancakes.

"What? No why?", She laughed as she cut up a pancake for Isaiah and sat it in front of him. Once finished getting us our food, Lani grabbed her own plate and sat on the stool opposite me while watching and waiting for me to answer, "Well cause it looks like somone been driving ma Lambo and I know no one in the family is stupid enough to take it so its gotta be a stranger, right?", I stated as I watched her eyes go wide and slowly her lips tugged up into a grin.

"About that", She giggled while I narrowed my eyes at her, "Im sorry ! It was only one time I promise", She laughed harder due to my salty ass expression. Slipping off her chair she walked around the kitchen and wedged herself between me and the island, "Im sorry baby", She pouted and slipped her hands around my neck, "What I tell yo sneaky ass about that? You know I'on like no one driving ma shit", I huffed in annoyance, though my hands found their way to her round ass where I grabbed a hand full and pulled her closer.

"But Im not just anyone", She frowned with a pout while running her fingers up and down the back of my neck, "Don't you love me", She continued in her baby voice that had me rolling my eyes before leaning down and biting down on her bottom lip, "I'on care if you jesus himself, ma cars are off limits", I grumbled sternly against her lips and had to refrain myself from bending her over the bench and slipping in her from behind.

"Tyson! I thought you said what's yours is mine!", She huffed while stomping her foot and pushing my face away from hers, "And it is baby but dont mean you allowed to use em", I chuckled at her now salty expression and dropped my gaze down to her perfect breasts that were raising up and down, "Alright, we'll see if you're singing the same tune when you aint get any", She mumbled under her breath while beginning to walk back around the counter.

"Oh hell nah, bring yo ass back here. You want a car? Imma buy you yo own so you can hit, bang and fuck it up all you want, ight?", I reasoned with her causing her to tilt her head back and laugh before throwing her body into mine. Grabbing my face in between her hands, she stood on her tippy toes and began kissing all over my face, "Im playing baby, Im happy with the car I got", She mumbled once her lips grazed my own.

Ready to slip my tongue in her mouth, Lani jumped back at the sound of a loud bang, followed my glass shattering, "Isaiah !", Lani yelled as he was laughing in his chair while looking down at the plate he had just thrown on the floor, "Why you giving him glass plates anyways?", I muttered under my breath as Lani frowned and sent a small slap on the back of his hand, "That was naughty Isaiah! Do you want to go sit in time out?", She frowned causing his eyes to swell up with tears while his lips trembled.

Huffing with annoyance, Lani shook her head and went to grab a broomstick to clean up the mess he had made all over the kitchen floor. By now the tears had fallen and Zay was crying at the top of his lungs. Shaking my head, I watched my feet and leant over to pick him up from his high chair, "Why you acting up today", I sighed as he immediately buried his head in my chest while I rubbed his back.

"Put him down Ty, his little ass needs to learn a lesson", Lani sighed as she came back into the kitchen and instantly started to clean up the glass that was scattered everywhere, "He aint mean it, did you little man?", I defended knowing truly well that his spoilt self did throw it on purpose. Shaking his head, his crying quietened down and he slowly pulled his face from my chest and used his small fists to wipe his eyes, "You giving yo mama a hard time while I was gone?", I frowned causing him to once again shake his head with pouted lips.

"Go tell her you sorry and I'on wanna see you acting out no more", I warned before leaned down and kissing his cheek. Waiting patiently for Lani to finish cleaning, she gathered the glass in a garbage bag before going outside to toss it in the big bin. Placing Zay on his feet, he waited for Lani to come back in before running and crashing his body into her legs, "Zaya sorry mommy", His muffled voice came out causing Lani to tilt her head back and sigh before reaching down and picking him up.

"What happened to mamas good boy?", She asked with a frown causing Zay to instantly point to himself, "I here", He grinned causing us both to chuckle at this cute self. Squeezing his small body into hers, she laid kisses all over his face sending him into a fit of giggles, "Imma eat, I aint waiting no more", I mumbled as I realised I had yet to touch my pancakes.

Six weeks of jail food had me looking down at my plate like a savage. Coming around the island Lani sat back in her chair with Zay in her lap. Without waiting another second, I grabbed my fork and began downing the pancakes like it was my last meal. Lani followed soon after and began alternating between feeding herself and Isaiah who no longer had his pancakes so instead Lani shared her own.

"What you think bout heading to the zoo or something?", I suddenly asked causing both Zay and Lani's head to snap up and look over at me, "No?", I questioned with a frown as I thought that we could have a family day or just spend some time together, "What!? No of course we want to! Dont we Zay? You want daddy to take us to see the lions and tigers?", Lani beamed causing Isaiah to grin with wide eyes.

"Mason come too?", He asked causing me to frown as I had forgotten all about that little nigga, "Where he at, I aint seen him since I been back", I muttered as my gaze scanned the kitchen trying to find our spotted kitten, "Most likely sleeping in the lounge room", Lani chuckled before looking down at Zay, "Mason cant come sweetheart, but we will take heaps of pictures to show him", Lani insisted which caused Zay to look satisfied with that while I sat there shaking my head at both of them.

No even bothering to comment on that, I wiped my plate clean before pushing it over to Lani with a grin, "Thanks for the cakes baby", I smirked before leaning over and kissing her lips while making sure to lick off the syrup that was on the corner of her lip, "Welcome handsome", She cheesed as her and Zay and finished up with their own plate, "Take Zay up while I wash up and then we can get ready and go", She beamed with excitement that made me feel good inside, knowing that I was the one to put the smile on her face.

Walking around the counter, I leant down and kissed her lips a few more times as I couldnt get enough. Finally pulling away as Zay started to get impatient, I picked him up from her arms and with one final kiss to Lani's lips, I made my way back upstairs.

All I wanted was to make my family happy and I was going to start by taking them out to have a family day that they dont ever forget.

  Jeremiah 

Anxiously bouncing my legs up and down, I hid my face deeper into my hood as my eyes watched the wall clock tick by. We had now been waiting for approximately 16 minutes and 34 seconds and if I had to sit on these hard plastic chairs any longer I was going to bust through the doors.

"Im so nervous I need to pee", Jas whispered next to me as a few young, pregnant mothers eyed me out from the other side of the waiting room, "You already peed 3 times in the last half an hour, you even have anything left to pee out?", I mumbled back as I placed my arm behind her chair and stretched out my cramped legs. Laughing softly she rested back against the chair and laid her head on my shoulder, "Its this pregnancy, its making my bladder so weak", She sighed while rubbing her hand over her rounded belly.

Grinning at the very sight of her growing belly, I rested my own hand on it and leaned over so I could kiss her lips. Pecking them a few times, I let out a low chuckle as Jasmines cheeks burned red at the attention of the other ladies in the waiting room, "I hope it a girl, I aint about to lose this money to Ace", I blurted out causing Jas to pull away and look back at me with wide eyes, "You betted on our baby!", She lowly gasped although there was amusement laced in her voice, "Damn when you say it like that you make it sound worse then it is", I chuckled while running my hand across my jaw.

"How much?", Jas asked as she once again rested back into my embrace while interlacing her fingers with mine as she finally noticed the lustful stares of the other woman, "10 g's, it aint bout the money though, I just dont wanna have to hear that nigga bragging if he wins", I muttered while Jas grinned while shaking her head, "Well might just teach your ass a lesson. And 10 grand? Really J?", She chuckled lightly while I brought her hand up to my lips and pressed them against it.

"This all on you now. Give me a baby girl, woman!", I cheesed causing her to bury her face into my chest as she laughed. Seconds later the doctor poked her head through the double doors and called out Jasmines name, "Lets go find out what we producing", I winked as her cheeks turned red. Helping her up, I wrapped my arm around her shoulder and lead her behind the doctor and into a room at the end of the hall.

"How is the lovely couple doing?", Dr Martin asked as she placed her glasses on and began skimming through Jasmines file, "Good thank you, we're hoping to find out the sex if thats possible?", Jasmine asked in a hopeful tone while I felt my palms start to get sweaty as I was so nervous. Jasmine on the other hand climbed up onto the bed and rested back as the doctor started to put some gloves on.

"We most definitely can have a look to see if the baby is in a position t show", Dr Martin informed as she waited for Jasmine to lift her shirt. Rolling it up so it bunched up just under her breast's, I couldn't help but feel my lips tug up into a grin at the sight of her bare rounded belly. She was showing more and more by the day and If I tell you it made me even more attracted to her then I was before, I wouldn't be lying.

"This may be cold", The doctor mumbled as Jas reached over and held my hand with her own. The smile on her face had me wanting to do everything in my power to see it permanently on her face. Suddenly she let a shudder take over her body as the doctor started rubbing the jell all over her belly. I watched as she brought the camera handle onto her belly and my eyes immediately shot up to the screen in front of us.

My handheld onto Jasmines tighter and I was almost positive I was way more nervous than her. Suddenly the soft sound of a thump came through the speakers and I both Jasmine and I broke out into a cheesy grin. It wasn't the first time coming to get a ultrasound as we had come a few times before but it didn't mean we didn't get excited every time we got to hear our baby's heartbeat.

"Oh", Dr Martin suddenly said causing Jas and I both to visibly tense up, "Oh? What does that mean? What does 'oh' mean?", I blurted out as my eyes scanned over the screen trying to understand what the hell 'oh' meant, "How do you guys feel about twins?", The doctor said causing my heart to drop in my stomach while Jasmine looked up at me with wide eyes.

"We talking hypothetically or realistically?", I managed to get out as I squinted my eyes at the screen trying to see if this lady was making a fucking joke or was for real, "My 20 years of experience tells me that you my dear are carrying not one but two baby girls", The doctor said as she patted Jasmines hand while I on the other hand felt around for my chair before collapsing back into it, "Im going to give you two a moment", Dr Martin grinned as she stood up and headed out the room.

As soon as the door shut, I dropped my head in my hands and tried to fathom what the doctor had just told us, "J?", I heard Jas whisper in an uneasy tone while I tried to picture in my head two curly haired baby girls that would look like both Jas and I. Slowly I lifted my head and my cheesing grin met her worried expression, though as soon as she saw me grinning she instantly mirrored mine, "You still want this?", She chuckled as her tears rolled down her cheeks.

"Fuck Barbie, Imma be surrounded by mini you's and I swear I aint ever wanted anything else so badly", I beamed as I stood up and took her face in between my hands. Kissing her tears away, I pressed my lips against hers and kissed her with every ounce of love I had for her.

"Twins, fucking twin baby girls", I mumbled on her lips in disbelief, "I'm so excited", She whispered back as she wrapped her arms around my neck and pulled me back down to met her lips. The sound of a small knock caused us to pull apart and seconds later Dr Martin stuck her back in with a grin, "Ready to see your girls?", She asked us causing both Jas and I to immediately start nodding our head in anticipation.

The next 20 minutes was spent with Dr Martin pointing our baby girls on the screen. She printed out 3D sonograms for us and gave a rundown on what she wanted Jasmine to be doing and eating for the remainder of the pregnancy. As soon as we headed out, my protective instincts kicked in and I wrapped my arms around Jasmine pulling her closer into my body.

"J, I cant walk", She laughed as she tried to push away from grasp but I wasn't having any of that, "Yo can you get the door for me?", I asked a pregnant woman who was standing near the door. Her eyebrow shot up and I knew her single ass was about to catch attitude but lucky for her someone else came through and ended up holding it open, "She was about to chew you out", Jasmine laughed against my chest as I shuffled her along towards the car while I still had my arms wrapped around her.

"J let me go, we look rediculous", Jas continued to laugh as I shifted our bodies and opened the door for her. Ignoring her protests, I swiftly picked her up bridal style and sat her into her seat, "I got three of ma girls I gotta take care of now", I grinned as I placed multiple kisses on her lips and moved down until I was levelled to her belly, "Daddy gonna look after his princesses", I cheesed, not caring if I looked fuckin ridiculous because right now nothing and I mean nothing can ruin this good mood I was in.

Strapping the belt on for Jas, she softly laughed at my antics and before she could blink I rushed around the car and jumped into the driver seat, "You hungry? Shit you gotta be, gonna be eating for three now. What you feeling like? Maybe we should go grocery shopping?", I started firing off different questions without waiting for her to reply. Without another breath, I backed out of the car park and headed towards the closest grocery store.

"I cant wait to tell the crew!", Jasmine beamed beside me as her hand was rubbing her belly, "Shit lets three way em now", I grinned as I handed her my phone and waited for her to call one of the boys first. The hands free was set and the ringing tone came out through the speakers, "That nigga keep looking at me like that, Imma beat his ass", Tysons voice came through the phone as he picked up. Instantly I frowned at the thought of him already getting into trouble but before I could cuss him out Lani and Zays laughter followed behind, "Its a gorilla Ty ! You cant fight him", Lani laughed as I looked over at Jas who had her hand over her mouth and was silently laughing at our crazy friend.

"I can do what I want", He huffed before shuffling around, "Ma homie, what up nigga?", He finally answered while I shook my head at him as if he could see, "Where the hell you at that got you wanting to fight gorillas, nigga?", I asked with an amused tone while the sound of Lani and Zay gushing at the gorilla could be heard in the background, "Man ma stupid ass thought it would be a good idea to take em to the zoo. I swear bra Imma bout to catch a case with either one of these cocky animals or one of these bad ass kids", He huffed with all seriousness causing me to start laughing alongside Jasmine.

"Bra you need to just keep yo ass inside yo house and not be around humans", I chuckled although I was dead serious as this nigga could barely go out for a few hours without wanting to start a riot, "Aint that the truth, cuh", He agreed while letting out a frustrated sigh, "Anyways homie, fuck is you doing?", He asked causing me to grin as a reminder of why I called, popped into my mind, "Hold on the line, I gotta put Ace through as well. I got some good news", I muttered as Jas instantly dialed Adrians number.

"Yo, yo, yooooooo. Tell me you callin to let me know you down for the strip club tonight", Ace hollered off bat causing me to let out a loud groan as I shook my head, "Damn, Im on loud speaker huh?", He quickly muttered while I looked over at Jas who was already looking up at me with a raised eyebrow. Shrugging my shoulders at her, I turned my attention back onto the road, "Yea nigga you are", I mumbled as he started chuckling, "Ma bad! What up Jazzy J, I was just mucking around we aint hitting no strip joint tonight, thats next weekend", He laughed causing another groan to escape my lips while Jas sent a punch to my arm while laughing softly.

"Nigga just shut up. Imma put you in a three way call, hol up", I said before signalling Jas to merge the three of us within one call, "Bout mother fucking time, got me on hold and shit. You lucky you ma boy otherwise I woulda hung up on yo ass a long time ago", Tyson's voice immediately boomed through the phone causing me to suck me teeth.

"Tyson!? Niggaaaa what up! We hitting the strip joint tonight?", Ace asked this time causing Tyson to groan followed by the sound of a slap, "Damn Lani, I aint know what the fuck he talking bout", Tyson huffed while Jas and I literally sat back and listened to our friends with amusement, "Stop asking them to go to the strip club Adrian cause your ass aint going know where tonight", Briana's voice boomed from the background followed by Ace sucking his teeth.

"I do what I want woman!", He yelled this time causing both Jas and I to groan as we knew they wouldn't stop now, "Ight all you mother fuckers need to shut up !", I yelled causing them all to go silent for a second before all firing off abuse about not telling them to shut up. Holding my stomach as we waiting at a stoplight, I laughed hard before the sound of Jasmine clapping her hands had me straightening out.

"Okay seriously everyone be quiet for one minute, J and I have some exciting news", Jas announced, this time causing everyone to go silent and stay silent, "Make sure we are on loud speaker, I want the girls to hear", Jas ordered as I pulled up to the grocery store and looked for a parking spot, "Im here baby girl", Lani's voice echoed through the phone, "Me too!", Brianna followed behind her instantly.

"So we went to find out the sex of the baby today", Jas blurted out before looking over at me with a excited smile. Whipping the car into a spot, I pulled up the break and sat back as the girls all started gushing with excitement, "Oh shit, Imma bout to win this 10 g's aint I?", Ace asked with excitement causing all the girls to smack their lips at the same time, "Bet? What bet and how come I aint in it niggas?", Tyson huffed out, "Bra fuck the bet, Jas tell em", I told her as I looked her over and grinned at how overly beautiful she looked when she was happy.

"We're having twin girls !", Jas rushed out causing the car to fill up with the sound of squeals coming through the speakers, "Oh My God Jazzy!!!! Im going to have not one but two nieces!", Lani screamed as I chuckled at all the excitement that was booming throughout the car, "Damn bra, Im happy for you man", Tyson chuckled while Briana gushed to Jasmine.

"Wait wait wait", Ace yelled causing everyone to suddenly go silent as we waited for him to speak up, "Does that mean I didn't win?", He asked with all seriousness causing us all to start cussing him out while laughing. Resting back against my seat, I couldn't help but admire my girl as she beamed with excitement as the women discussed our baby girls. It was then that I had realised that this was the happiest I had ever been. 

I came into this world without a family and for the past 24 years I had gone through life creating my own. Jasmine and my twin girls were the perfect icing to the cake and I didn't want it any other way.

Tyson

"I aint a killa but dont push me, revenge is like the sweetest joy next to getting pussy", I smirked towards Lani as I rapped alongside 2pac. We had finished up at the zoo at around lunch time and we were now on our way to the shopping centre as Zay insisted that we buy him some new toys. Though I enjoyed being with my family, I couldn't wait to get out of the public and back into the privacy of our own home.

My mood swings were in full force today and not to mention rapid. One minute I was having the time of my life and the next minute Lani was trying to pry me away from the group of little kids who were yelling too damn loud and I was about to kick them all in their little heads. Other than that, it felt good to sit back and watch Zay's excitement over all the animals while Lani tried to contain her own excitement. 

Pulling up to the large carpark, Lani sat up in her seat while we scanned the rows for somewhere to park, "Over there baby", She pointed to a spot close to the front door that was free. Driving up, I parked the Range Rover into the spot and instantly Lani and I were getting out of the car. Grabbing Zay from the back, I sat him on his feet and guided him as we walked around the car and took a hold of his moms hand.

"We buy toys now?", He asked as he looked up at her with a hopeful look that had me chuckling, "Yes sweetheart, lets go spoil my babyboy", Lani cheesed before looking over at me and holding her hand out so I can take a hold of him, "Ight lets do this quick so we can get outta here", I mumbled as Lani chuckled at my impatience. 

As expected as soon as we stepped foot inside the shopping centre, it seemed like everybody had stopped what they were doing and turned their attention on us. It didnt help that I was just released yesterday and judging by the way Lani's hold in my hand got tighter, I knew she was uncomfortable. Hating the constant attention that was put on my family, I let go of Lani's hand and picked Isaiah up in my arms before bring my free arm back around Lani's shoulder.

"Just ignore it baby", I mumbled as I kissed the top of her head and lead them towards the huge toy store that was situated 3 levels up. The constant flashing of cameras had me clenching my jaw and noticing my annoyance Lani rubbed her hand against my arm softly, instantly calming my unease. 

Noticing the step elevators, Isaiahs excitement bubbled and soon he was wiggling in my embrace as he wanted to stand on them himself. Chuckling at his amusement, I set him on his feet and kept him close as we stepped on the elevator and let it take us up to the next level, "We going up up up", Zay chuckled while briefly bending down so he could touch the cool metal of the elevator steps, "Be careful baby", Lani mumbled as she rested her body into mine and kissed my chest.

"Im hungry as fuck", I mumbled against her forehead before pressing my lips against her crown, giving her a kiss, "We can get something on the way home or if you can wait, I can make you dinner", She grinned knowing truly well that I had a weakness for her cooking, "Damn I think I can wait for that", I muttered as I licked over my lips at the very thought.

"Hurry daddy, hurry!", Zay beamed as he started climbing the steps and got off before us, "Ay, slow down", I warned causing him to halt instantly before turning around and giving me an innocent grin that always had him getting his own way, "He spoilt as hell, Lani", I grumbled as I shook my head and held her hand as we walked up to Zay, "Who are you telling, his little ass been naughty as well. I think its time we be a little more stern on him", Lani sighed as we headed up one more elevator to get to the level we needed.

"You saying all that but we taking him to toy heaven right now, to get him whatever he wants", I chuckled as I shook my head at the sight of my son who was glancing around at everything with wide eyes, "Hey thats all you, you're the one who agreed to this", She laughed while I smirked at the thought of that damn baby pout that Zay did when he wanted something to go his way, "I aint have nothing growin up so I wanna give him the world", I mumbled truthfully as Lani looked up and gave me a small smile that had me leaning down so I could kiss her plump lips.

"Come come", Isaiah interrupted as he tugged on my free hand. Stepping off the elevator, Zay's eyes beamed at the sight of the huge toy store and a second later he took off running towards, "Zay!", Lani yelled while I shook my head, "Little shit", I muttered before letting go of Lani's hand and jogging towards the toy store to catch him. Little nigga was fast as hell as well and it took me a good minute to finally capture his little body, "Yo, you want me to take you home without no toys?", I frowned as I turned him around in my arms so he was looking at me.

"But toys daddy", He pouted as he pointed towards inside the shop that looked like every kids dream, "I'on care Isaiah, try that again and yo ass going home with no toys and Imma throw out all your ones at home too", I warned as he looked up at me with big brown eyes that instantly soften me up, "Oh no you dont, I know what your thinking Tyson and you better not back down", Lani warned from behind me causing me to sigh as I shook my head, "Come on", I sighed as Lani went and grabbed a shopping trolley and brought it over.

"Put him in the trolley baby, Ill drive him around", She winked as Zay's eyes lit up with excitement. Chuckling I sat him in the trolley and watched as he scooted over to the end while Lani began pushing it into the store, "Over there mommy", Zay instructed causing Lani to look up at me and shake her head at our demanding son, "This is all your fault", She laughed as we began making our way over to the superman toys.

"Damn we gonna be here awhile", I muttered before looking down at Lani who was nodding her head in agreement, "Yep, a hella of a long time", She laughed at my salty expression just as Zay ordered me to grab him one of the toys he was pointing at. Letting out a sigh, I bit down on my tongue and allowed my son to boss us around for the next few hours.

Two hours. Thats how long Isaiah had dragged us through the toy store, grabbing everything and anything he could. We ended up needed an extra trolley as one was not enough. It took me another 20 minutes to stuff 15 grand worth of toys into the back of our Range Rover and by the time I got in the drivers seat Isaiah was knocked out in his booster seat.

"He literally lived up to the meaning 'shop till you drop'", Lani laughed as she looked over her shoulder before turning around and putting her belt on, "Anything to see him smiling the way he was", I mumbled truthfully as I pulled out of the parking spot and started driving home.

"Im so happy for Jasmine and J", I heard her randomly whisper causing me to look over at her for a brief moment and find her own hand laying on top of her flat stomach, "Yea me too, I hope they ready for two kids though, I know I ain't", I chuckled though Lani stayed silent and instead she turned her head so that she was now looking out the window. Blaming it on her being tired, I turned the radio on and drove the rest of the way home as I  rapped to the music.

Once we made it back home, Lani went off into the house while I picked up a sleeping Zay and carried him up to his room. Taking off his shoes, I slipped off his jeans and shirt and swapped them for his superman pajamas. Making sure he was tucked into bed, I kissed his forehead before turning off his lights and headed towards my bedroom where the sound of the shower could be heard. Smirking at the thought of some shower sex with Lani, I rushed into the walk in wardrobe and tripped over her handbag as I pulled my shirt off.

Looking down, I groaned at the mess I made and quickly I bent down and started picking up all the items that had fallen out of her bag. Throwing in her lipstick, tampons and keys my eyes suddenly landed on a flyer and almost instantly my body tensed up. Picking it up, I sat down on the floor and turned the flyer with shaky hands and my heart beating so hard that I thought it might come out of my chest.

The words 'Abortion Clinic' stared back at me like a bad dream and it took everything in me not to fall into a episode. Mentally coaching myself to stay calm, I flipped through the flyer but the only words I seemed to read were 'abortion'. "Fuck Lani", I mumbled in a strained tone as my hand clenched around the flyer and crumpled it into a ball.

She killed my baby? Our baby? My head began to hurt and I knew I was going to lose myself if I didn't do something. Standing on shaky legs, I held onto the crumpled flyer with all my strength and slowly made my way out the walk in and into our en suite. The steam from the shower filled the bathroom and instantly my anger turned into confusion as Lani never has hot or warm showers.

Hesitantly I opened the shower door and dropped my gaze to the floor where I found her sitting with her knees brought up, her face buried in her hands and her quiet cries were drained out by the sound of the water pouring out from the shower head, "Lani?", I mumbled, desperately wanting to go in there and comfort her but my fear of hot water was stopping me, "Lani turn the water off", I tried again as I back out of the shower a little as the steam from the heat began to feel suffocating. 

Instead her sniffles became more frequent and soon she was sobbing in her hands while I stood there helpless. Letting out a groan at the sight of her hurting, all thoughts of her getting an abortion left my mind and without thinking, I found myself to step into the shower. Gritting my teeth as the warm water came down on my arms, I let out a rough breath and stood under the hot water, fully clothed as I turned it off. As soon as the water was switched off, I jumped back and pulled my hot wet shirt off my body as memories of when I was a boy, soaked in my sweat due to the hot steamers my parents locked me in, filled my mind.

Looking up with wide, wet eyes, Lani watched in shock as I slumped down on the floor next to her. Our backs rested against the cold tiled walls and the only sound that could be heard was my hard breathing and her sniffles. "Im sorry, I should have been showering with cold water", She whispered why I just chuckled bitterly and ran my hand down my face in frustration.

"Fuck the water Lani, please tell me you didnt do it", I asked her in a pleading tone as I lifted up the now wet, scrunched up flyer and handed it to her. Looking down at it with wide eyes, she looked up and me and once again started to cry. Tilting my head back against the wall and repeatedly banged it against it, "Why'd you kill my seed Lani?", I muttered in a broken tone causing her body to tense up beside me.

She sat in silence for a few minutes and suddenly she stood up without another word and stepped out the shower. Watching her every move, my gaze followed her body as she grabbed a white cotton towel and wrapped it around her naked body before stepping back into the shower. Parting my legs, she kneeled in front of me and wedged her body in between them, trying to get as close as possible. 

I wanted to be mad at her, I wanted to be angry and cuss her out but I couldn't find the willpower to do so. I loved her so fucken much that I couldn't even find it in me to be angry at her for killing my seed, my child, "I didn't get an abortion", She suddenly whispered causing my eyes to shoot open as I looked at her with confusion, "You didn't?", I breathed out as I felt my heart starting to beat so fast in my chest.

"No sweetheart, I didnt", She whispered as she looked down at her stomach and placed her hand over it, "Im 7 weeks", She mumbled before looking up at me with a tear rolling down her cheek. Confusion ran through me like crazy, I didnt understand why she was crying so much if she didn't have an abortion. Wasn't pregnancy suppose to make people happy? "You dont want another kid with me?", I muttered with hurt laced in my voice.

Instantly her eyes snapped to mine and she frowned as she started shaking her head, "You're the one who doesnt want another child, Ty! You always say you arnt ready yet, hell not even 15 minutes ago you said you didnt want one", She cried as I instantly wrapped my arms around her waist and pulled her into me. Burying her face in my chest, I buried my own in her neck as I shook my head silently telling her she was wrong and that I did want her to carry my child and that she was the only woman I ever want carrying my children, period.

"I may not be ready Lani but that dont mean I dont want it. Anything that is a product of you? I want. I want it because it comes from you. Fuck Lani I swear ma fuckin heart broke just at the thought of you getting rid of it", I muttered helplessly as she snaked her arms around my waist and cave her body into mine, "Im sorry, the flyer was just part of a bunch of information and papers I picked up at the hospital 2 weeks ago. I would never get rid of your child Ty", She mumbled as she lifted her head up and looked me in the eyes to show me she was telling me the truth.

"Are you sure you want this?", She whispered as she dropped her eyes to her stomach in fear of what I might say, "I didn't realise how badly I wanted this until I saw that flyer. You really pregnant?", I asked again in disbelief as my eyes pried her towel open, desperately trying to find any indication of a child growing inside her. Our child.

Chuckling she started nodding her head as she wiped her cheeks with her hands, "100% pregnant", She smiled softly as she pulled away and stood up, only to give me her hands so she can help me up after to her. Stepping out of the shower, I stripped myself from the rest of my wet clothes and followed behind Lani as she went into the main bedroom and laid back on our bed.

Walking over, I stood in between her legs and pulled her towel off, leaving her naked body in full view for me. Instantly my fingers softly trailed the surface of her belly as much chest swelled with so much love and protectiveness, "Damn first Jas now you. We gonna have a bunch of kids running around this joint huh", I chuckled as I leant down and kissed her belly softly before trailing soft kisses until I got to her perky pink nipple. 

"You carrying ma seed?", I mumbled just before my lips wrapped around nipple and lightly tugged it with my teeth, "Yesss", She moaned softly as my dick stirred at the very sound, "We can still have sex right?", I asked as I looked up as her while my tongue swirled around her right breast while my fingers trailed down her stomach and towards her centre. Nodding her head, her lips parted and her back arched at the feel of my fingers sliding up and down the opening of her wet clit.

"7 weeks pregnant with my seed", I groaned with pride as I felt myself trailing down the road to where I have a fucking power trip. The very thought of impregnating her had my harder than I could ever remember and knowing that she would be having a rounded belly showing the seed I put in her had my pride shooting through the roof.

"Fuck Lani, Imma make love to you all night long", I grumbled huskily as she nodded her head, silently telling me she wanted it, "We gonna have another baby?", I asked, needing to hear it out loud a few times so I knew this was real. My woman, the person I held higher than life itself was once again carrying my baby and this time round I got to experience every step of the way.

"Are you happy?", She whispered as I let out a low groan at the very thought, "You have no fucken idea Lani, fuck I'on how I keep getting blessed with you but fuck I aint ever wanna feel anything but this, with you", I mumbled truthfully as tears swelled in her eyes. 

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