#jazzblunt

ah fuck i'm saying something personal. my heart's broken. and i'm very sad. but it's ok. i don't really want to talk to anyone about anything bc i'm tired of feeling like a burden and i've learned it's tiresome to deal with me. but i hardly speak to some of you and kinda want to say more. i don't really feel like i have any friends. well i mean, everyone's gotta move on from me soon to pursue what they love and i won't be in the way. i've never wanted to be in the way. living alone was a scary experience a few years ago and i've been trying really hard to convince myself that it's gonna be ok this time. i don't want to complain about my issues but yeah i needed to let that out.