#jaymarie

Side swinger #jaymarie (at Syria, Virginia) https://www.instagram.com/p/CQj5fOEl-oO/?utm_medium=tumblr

#Jesus walked on water #JayMarie ran !!!! Miss my time in the #grandcayman #Dolphins #private #weekendgateway (at Grand Cayman)

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Licor 43 by @mixjay feat. @aalikaa coming soon!! #Jaymarie #Alika #newtune

So @musicfreedomdreams and I were just trying to take a selfie. We had to make a video about that ish! #qpoc #jaymarie #lauraluna #selfies (at Mua Oakland)

It's full of confusing feelings about the people around you and when you're an emotional mess like me sometimes you can't let things go. I remember breaking up with my ex like it was yesterday and it took me a year to let him go, I lost 30 pounds, which is bad for someone who weighed 135 at my healthiest. I started taking sleeping pills to pass time and my school work reflected my sour mood. I was miserable and he was happy, so happy that he would tell me to my face that he enjoyed me being miserable. He started sleeping with other women even though he and I were still intimately involved, he put me at risk for anything random people had to offer with their bodies. He didn't care. He did not care. Until I stopped caring, until I forced myself to move on. He made me feel like I was the worst person in the universe for wanting someone new to love me. For seeking the comfort of other men. But I was tired, tired of hurting, tired of my hair falling out, tired of spending holidays inside alone. But yet something about him texting me on Christmas, I can't help but think to myself, why are you bothered, why can't you let him go?