#jayebird chatter

i don’t bring my laptop to school anymore bc i no longer have sit down classes, so there’s no time for me to tumblr in my spare time

my course keeps me too busy to keep up with my fandoms (i haven’t watched haikyuu in ages, it makes me really sad) and using my phone means getting spoiled

so. much. data.

the tumblr mobile app is shit

i’ve gotten really into makeup so i’ve spent my time when i have computer time looking at tutorial after tutorial of rly pretty girls hahaha

the tumblr mobile app is shit 

honestly i was famous for that one hair video and even though i have the POTENTIAL to make quality content—like, i sing, but nobody knows that... i just don’t do it and now i feel like i’m really irrelevant here bc i’m not cute enough to get tons of likes on my selfies without Famous Hair and my interests are so hard to keep up w/ that i feel like i’m disappointing y’all when i blog

my dash doesn’t feel relevant to my interests anymore

my friends don’t use tumblr anymore they use twitter (eh i’m @liberothunder follow me and say ur from tumblr and i’ll be like ayyyy)

(on that note i use instagram a lot more too @jesrever if you’re interested, dm me and say ur fr tumblr and i’ll be like !!!! :O)

life updates, if you’re interested:

i’m doing a ba in musical theatre in glasgow (like i haven’t mentioned this several times already lol)

i’m less sad! which is nice. but i’ve also become a lot quieter of a person—i used to be the type who’d talk to strangers but now i’d rather be at the periphery of conversations than in the forefront of them

my body image has gotten a bit worse and a detached part of myself is worrying about it but another part is like.. if you want to be thinner why aren’t you doing anything about it. i won’t talk too much about this, i’m afraid to talk too much about this in case i set off someone who has a real problem w/ how they see themself as opposed to my baby problem

i’m in a really happy relationship and it’s still pretty strong even tho it’s interracial, inter-religious and long distance. i just hope it’s still growing me as a person

glasgow has actual thrift shops unlike singapore so i’ve gotten super into thrifting now