A/N: For Jay B’s birthday. Things might get a bit emotional, but its still fluffy I promise :)
You felt incredibly guilty for lying to your boyfriend, but it just seemed easier than telling him the truth.
He'd invited you to what he was calling a 'GOT7 meeting' but was actually dinner with him, Jinyoung, Youngjae and Yugyeom. While you had met Jinyoung before, the thought of being out in a public place with a lot going on around you and meeting new people had you on edge.
After telling Jay B you were busy, you put on some low music to focus your mind on and started carrying out some mundane chores to keep your body busy.
When you heard a knock at the door you automatically went to answer it. Pulling it open you came face to face with Jay B.
"What are you doing here?" you asked, surprised that he wasn't with his friends.
"What are you doing here?" he put the question back to you. His voice was calmer than you expected, not accusing but almost... understanding.
"I'm sorry," you said in a small voice.
"Why?"
"I lied," you pointed out. "So I'm sorry, but I didn't know what else to say and I just can't today. I can't."
Finally, Jay B crossed the threshold, closing your door then pulling you into his embrace.
"It's fine, I knew you weren't telling the whole truth," he told you. "I could tell there was something going on with you. Why do you think I'm here?"
"But now I've ruined your day," you muttered as you clung onto him.
"I wouldn't have enjoyed myself anyway. I would have been too worried about you. Now, why don't we go and get comfortable, and you can tell me what's up?" he asked as he pulled away.
"I don't know if I can put it into words," you told him, letting yourself be led to your sofa.
"Can you try? Anything you can tell me, how you feel, how I can help?"
"I don't think you can help. I just need you to understand that sometimes socialising or being out in public, or somewhere that's too loud or busy, can be really overwhelming for me," you explained as best you could. "Not always. Had this dinner happened on a different day it might have been fine, but today, I can't cope."
"That's fine," Jay B assured you. "You don't have to lie, you can just tell me it's too much for you that day."
"Are you sure?"
"Of course," he replied, slightly incredulous that you'd ask that. "I don't want you to be uncomfortable, or have to feel bad about lying to me."
"Thank you," you said as you hugged him again. "I'm so lucky to have such an understanding boyfriend."
"I'd be the worst boyfriend if I wasn't understanding of your mental health or forced you into situations which could trigger you."
You simply squeezed him a little tighter to show him your appreciation.
"Is it ok that I'm here?" he then asked. "If you don't have the energy I'll leave, I don't mind."
"Just you is fine," you smiled. "But I would really like if we could just sit in silence and watch a film."
"Of course," he said wrapping an arm around you and placing a quick kiss on your temple.
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When the life long man of your dreams — though he didn't know that — asked you to visit his hometown with him, you were expecting the cheesy seasons greetings movie that aired around the holidays where the two leads finally fell in love with the nostalgic scenery scape of home. What you had not expected was that his family owned a farm and the whole weekend you would be sowing soil under the scope of the sun.
You finally realized where the rumors of Jaebeom not taking anyone home for the weekend came from, and now it felt less like a victory when he invited you and more like a punishment. Gyeonggi wasn't even what real country living was like, and yet his family seemed to match all the requirements of it. Unsteady and sore hands scooped the yogurt you were served by his mother into your mouth, as you released a sigh.
"I'm surprised my son finally brought someone," as the silence broke, you gazed up as she offered a smile, "he always comes back home alone on the weekends."
Yeah it's cause no one wants to be knee deep in cow shit, no offense to your hard work.
"It's my pleasure, really," you say back instead, smiling as you eat another scoop. With hesitance, she looked around before leaning in close and whispering, "...You know, I told him not to bring someone he was interested in, who wants to work on a field? But he insisted that he'd know if they were really interested back if they came."
You can't find the words to respond, hearing her being called from outside as she responded that she would be out in a moment, "Take care of him, okay? He's not really good at expressing himself."
Hey, these kisses work beautifully together, so here is a drabble combining the two with our lovely JayB
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Kiss #40 - Lazy Morning Kisses Before They’ve Even Opened Their Eyes, Still Mumbling Half-Incoherently, Not Wanting To Wake Up
Kiss #43 - Following The Kiss With A Series Of Kisses Down The Neck
Kisses Masterlist
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You and JayB had only spent the night together a handful of times so any morning you woke up next to him still felt like a novelty.
On this particular morning you were the first to wake and you rolled over to simply watch him through your heavy-lidded eyes, still so pleased you could call him yours. You reached out a hand, gently toying with the hair resting on his forehead before lightly tracing his features.
JayB stirred then, letting out a deep gravelly hum, smiling slightly at your soft actions.
"Morning, handsome," you whispered.
He simply hummed again. You leaned over then, pressing your lips to his, causing his smile to grow. Your boyfriend stayed put, clearly still too tired to move, his eyes still closed but lips happy to return your affection.
You slowly trailed the kisses from his lips, along his jaw and down his neck.
"Don't try anything," JayB warned, opening one eye to scowl down at you, "Too tired. Maybe later."
You whined playfully, before resting your head on his shoulder, he was quick to wrap an arm around you holding you tight.
"I hope you know I'm taking that as a 'definitely later'," you told him.
"Ok, when I'm awake," he mumbled back, snuggling into the bed again with you caught in his embrace.
A/N: This involves fem!reader topping to try out a new kink (pegging) with JayB. If any of that doesn’t sound like your cup of tea, feel free to keep scrolling. If it interests you then wonderful, please enjoy!
You entered your bedroom, where JayB was relaxing on the bed reading, slightly nervous to start the conversation you wanted to have.
"Jaebeom?" you said as you knelt on the bed beside him, hands clasped in your lap.
He held up a finger, asking you to wait while he finished what he was reading, a signal you were used to now that you lived with your bookworm of a boyfriend.
"Ok, what's up?" he asked, as he tucked his bookmark back in his book.
"Well, you know how we agreed that if we wanted to try anything new out, like, sexually, we would be open with each other about it?"
JayB sat himself further up at your words, suddenly very interested in where this conversation was going.
"I know, normally, you dom and that's fine, but I bought a new toy and I wanted to try it out on you."
He couldn't quite decide whether your words made him excited or apprehensive.
"What kind of toy?" he asked, hesitantly.
"A strap-on."
JayB's eyes went wide at your blunt delivery.
"I've heard that it actually gives the guy more pleasure than just normal sex," you continued quickly, "And if I'm honest the thought of giving you an orgasm that intense and just watching you blissed out beneath me and because of me is really turning me on."
Suddenly, JayB's lips were pressed against yours as his hands tugged you closer by the waist.
"I take it that's a yes," you chuckled.
"I'm worried you're going to realise how much fun domming is and try to take over more often, but yes, let's try it," he smiled at you.
"Like, now?" you asked.
JayB chuckled, "Well, I sure hope you're planning on doing it now, because you can't go getting me all excited like that and expect me to go back to reading."
"I'm pleased you like the sound of it too," you told him, your voice low and sultry now. "You strip, I'll get the stuff."
You stripped yourself, before grabbing the toy and some lube. When you turned back to your boyfriend, he was naked, laying back on the bed, already hardening at the thought of what was about to happen. Securing the strap-on around your hips you climbed on to the bed, your hands hooking under JayB's knees causing him to bend his legs, his feet now planted flat against the mattress.
"Are you sure you're OK with this?" you asked once more, wanting to ensure he was comfortable and happy with what was about to happen.
He nodded. "I'm curious, I need to know how it feels. If it's not good I'll tell you. Same safe word as normal," he confirmed.
You smiled at him, placing the lube on the bed beside you. Once again, you grabbed his knees, pushing them up to his chest, positioning the both of you so that you had better access to him.
"Keep your legs up," you told him, and as you moved your hands away, his replaced them.
Grabbing the lube again, you flipped it open and squeezed it out straight on to JayB, your fingers catching it before it reached the sheets beneath him.
With your eyes trained carefully on his face to make sure you never pushed too far, you slowly push one of your now lubricated fingers into him. You watched his expression as he adjusted to the unfamiliar sensation, his breath catching in his throat as he swallowed deeply, eyes making contact with yours. Once he began breathing in a normal rhythm again, you took it as a good sign and began to move your finger in and out of him, twisting and bending it slightly to experiment with different angles.
When JayB started to move his hips into you, you spoke, "More?"
"Please," he breathed out.
You obliged by adding another finger, stilling for a moment while he adjusted to the stretch.
"Ok," he told you, once he felt comfortable.
Once again you started to move your fingers in and out of him, gradually pushing deeper. You continued your motions for a while, the last thing you wanted to do was end up hurting JayB or making him uncomfortable, when he suddenly let out a loud whimper. You'd never heard him make a sound like it, and you couldn't deny how much it aroused you.
"Did that feel good, baby?" you asked him, moving your fingers to stroke the same point inside him.
"Yes- oh God- so good," he moaned out beneath you, head thrown back into the pillow.
With his neck so exposed, you couldn't resist the urge to lean forward and kiss your way up his chest, neck, jaw, finally connecting your lips to his. As he relaxed into the moment, you slowly added a third finger to stretch him out enough to be comfortable with the strap-on.
"Babe," he mumbled against your lips.
You paused your movements in case he wanted you to slow down or stop completely.
"Touch me?"
You smiled as you pulled back to your previous position.
"Anything for you, my handsome prince."
You quickly added some lube to your other hand, before reaching for his length. He began to whine again as you stroked him slowly, in time with the movements of your fingers.
You could tell JayB was getting more and more comfortable with the situation; his eyes fluttered closed and you noticed his grip on his legs loosen.
"You ready for the toy now?"
"Hmm, please."
You let out a low laugh, amazed at how much he was enjoying himself already. He'd had a point; you were really enjoying being in charge for a change.
Pulling your hands away, you stroked the strap-on, before adding some extra lube. Running your hand up and down the length of it, you spread the lube along it, causing JayB to adjust himself on the bed as the sight turned him on even more.
"I'll go slow but tell me if you need me to stop for a bit, OK?" you told him.
He simply nodded vigorously, biting at his lower lip.
You lined up at his entrance, then leant forward over him, his legs now resting on your shoulders, freeing up his hands. You began edging your hips forward little by little. He let out small gasps every so often causing you to stop until he was comfortable, when you would start moving again. Once he had fully adjusted to the sensation you began to move your hips. As you fell into a steady rhythm, you leant down, pressing a passionate kiss to his lips. One of his hands came up to tangle in your hair while the other snaked between you to pleasure himself, picking up where you had left off.
Suddenly, a loud moan emitted from your boyfriend, causing you to smirk down at him.
"Did I find your sweet spot again?" you asked even though you clearly already knew the answer.
JayB was always an incredibly attractive man, but looking down at him now, naked, panting, face screwed up in pleasure, was the most arousing sight you'd ever had the joy of witnessing. The combination of the view and his sinful moans spurred you on, your hips rolling into him.
Once you'd worked out the perfect angle to thrust at, your boyfriend was a writhing, whimpering mess under you.
"I w-hmm, won't last... much longer," he panted, one fist balled up in the sheets beneath him while the other continued to stroke himself.
"That's OK," you told him softly, "Whenever your ready, just let go."
Despite the sinful thoughts in your head about how hot it would be to deny him his orgasm while he is this blissed out, it was the first time so you wanted to be considerate. If he enjoyed this and wanted to try it again, you had many plans on how to tease him and torture him.
With some more load moans, interrupted only by a few muttered curses, JayB came. You slowed your hips gradually to a stop in time with his hand.
As you pulled out, you gently lower his legs back to the bed.
"Just wait there, baby, I'll be right back," you told him as you stood, removed the toy and ran to the bathroom for something to clean him up with.
When you got back, you found him exactly where you him, one arm draped over his closed eyes, chest still rapidly rising and falling.
You started to clean off his abs, having also quickly wiped yourself down in the bathroom after how much mess he made.
"Thank you so much for indulging me," you said as you finished.
The hand that had been lying limply at his side now reached out for you. Obliging him you laid down beside him, reaching up to move his arm away from his face before stroking his cheek.
"Are you OK?" you asked him.
He hummed happily.
"I'm gonna need some actual words here, Jae," you laughed. "Are you OK?"
"Yeah," he breathed out. "That was intense."
"In a good way, I hope."
"In the best way," he told you, cupping your face and pulling you in to a tender kiss. "But now I think I need an aftercare massage and then a hot bath and cuddles with my best girl."
"As you long as you mean me, not Nora, you've got it."
"Yeah, I don't think Nora would appreciate a bath."
You laughed at his words before sitting up and letting him roll over so you could give him the requested massage.
A/N: Despite the title, I promise this is actually cute and fluffy! Just some good healthy communication with Mr Im Jaebeom
You and JayB had been friends for a few months but recently you'd seen a lot more of each other and you couldn't deny how much you were enjoying spending time with him.
He was treating you to lunch today, and as you sat across from each other sipping your drinks and sharing stories, you reached across the table to take his hand. Quickly, he moved out of your reach, causing you to sit back, placing your hand back on your cup.
"Right, sorry," you muttered, worried that you'd crossed a line you weren't meant to.
"No, it's ok, it's not... I just-" he fumbled over his words as he tried to explain his actions.
"If you don't like me that way, it's fine, you can just tell me."
"I don't know if I can trust you," he said suddenly.
"Oh," you said, taken aback. You thought things were going well between the two of you. "Is it something I've done?"
"No, not at all," he assured you. "It's me, my issue. I haven't actually dated in so long, and being an idol makes it complicated. It makes me question why people are interested in me."
"Well, that makes sense," you told him. "I just, I need to know, is this a firm no, and we are going to stay friends, or is it that you need some time?"
"The second," he answered immediately. "I do like you. I enjoy spending time with you."
You smiled softly at him, hoping to reassure him that you understood. "Good to know," you replied. "I really like you too, and if you need time, I'm happy to wait."
There was a moments silence before you spoke again.
"Look, can I be completely honest with you?" you asked.
"Yes, please," he said, leaning forward, urging you to continue.
"When we first started talking, I was hyped about the fact that idol JayB wanted to talk to me, but the more we've hung out the more I've lost that. You aren't JayB to me now, you're just my friend Jaebeom. It's like those are two separate people in my mind now. Don't know if that makes sense," you trailed off.
"No, that makes sense," he confirmed. "Thank you, for be honest and for wanting to stick around."
"From now on, I am just here as your friend," you told him. "If you want things to go further, this is your invitation to make the first move."
He chuckled at that. "Ok, good to know. Would you like another drink?"
"Sure, any excuse to hang out longer."
He smiled warmly at you as he headed to the counter to order you each another drink.
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Jayb + 20 for the drabble thingie! Fluff and jayb could be the one saying the line🥰
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Hello wonderful anon, thank you for requesting 😘 this is going to be such soft fluff, I hope you enjoy
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As you woke, the first thing you saw was your boyfriend wide awake already and staring at you.
"Jae," you whined, trying to hide yourself under the covers.
"What? Why are you hiding?" he laughed, trying to pull the duvet away from from your face.
"Why are you staring?"
"Because you looked so pretty and peaceful."
You sighed as you emerged again, resting your head back on your pillow. JayB snuggled in next to you, so close your noses almost touched. You smiled softly, as he brushed a stray hair away from your brow.
"Did I ever tell you how beautiful your eyes are?" he whispered.
You're smile grew at his sweet words.
"Waking up with you is the best," you told him, placing a kiss on the tip of his nose.
"Then let's do this more often," he replied in agreement, pulling you into a hug.
