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Was feeling a little cute. Wanted to wear a strawberry outfit. :)

I hope to see you there! ❤ ❤ I'll post photos of our booth the day of. :)

I normally don’t post personal stuff? Besides my adventures at Fanime or other cons... But, today’s my mom’s birthday. She passed away 9 years ago, and I miss her. I made a bigger rant on my DA, posting the same art. I normally don’t post personal stuff, but I was so proud of this art, that I wanted to share. You don’t know how long you have with those you love, so please, tell them how much you love them. This world...isn’t limitless. It has its limits. You never know when your last moment with someone will be. I want to go back. To those days where she was around, where she would yell my name from the bottom of our stairs for something or to tell me food is ready. I dream of those moments, and I miss them. Sometimes I wonder if I could of  been better? Could of made her happier? Could of taken the pain away, but I know I can’t dwell on that. Its unfair. Its unfair to her. I thought she could do it, she could fight it, but Cancer isn’t that simple. Cancer takes away your fight, and makes it harder on you. She couldn’t fight anymore... I miss her. But I am happy. Happy to have had her as a mother. Happy she was there for me, supported me, encouraged  my art, and was there when I was at my worst. My wounds haven’t healed, and they may never. But today was a good day that I am proud to be who I am. <3 I love you mom.

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Random Doodle. Sonic version of me, Jay! I got the doodle idea from the song Reach For The Stars, and I just couldn’t help myself. Maybe I can do it as a full fledged drawing later? Who knows, haha.

OMG I CANT BELIEVE I AM DOING THIS! I been wanting to do something like this for YEARS!! I am so happy I can finally do it after so long. For more information, please please PLEASE click on the link above. Love you guys! ~ Jay