#jaxtalks

amasui is really, a very dear term to me, becuase of how long it's been apart of my life. long, long, LONG before i realised i was plural, it's been a big part of my life - pre-undertale. yes, i know, insane, i think a lot of peoples first experience with amasui shipping was either sans, or the onceler. (i actually never experienced the oncest shipping!)

my experience, however. was a lot earlier than that. i was probably the youngest i can remember, like 7 at the most. my first experience? my little pony! back in the day the genderbends were popular. and guess what i did with the genderbends of the mane six? i shipped them with the original ones.

i had a lot of mlp toys, and i still do. i have a disproportionate amount of pinkie pie toys, and i loved to make little story lines with my toys as a child, as most kids do. and since i had so many pinkie pies compared to the other ponies, guess what happened? i made them into pinkie pies from different universes, and i made them fall in love.

plurality made this a whole lot more complicated, and a lot more important to me, because now it wasn't just something i shipped or enjoyed, it was something i experienced. and for a long time i didn't realise how deeply i experienced it.

having a lot of introject doubles takes a big role in this. we split a lot of the same character, and a lot of the time we dont even really think too much about it whenthey decide to date - it's the majority of their insys dating pool, after all, it's just a bunch of themself. why limit themself?

the exploration of amasui, as a shipping dynamic, is wonderful as well. to love someone like they're another, while they're also undoubtely you.

in all ways, every angle, amasui is an undeniably beautiful experience; whether it be from shipping or experiencing. there's nothing quite like it, and that's what i like so much about it.

it's apart of my identity not in a way thats part of my orientation/sexuality, but because it's apart of me. i can't be seperated from it, because it defines a lot of my experiences, a lot of our alters experiences. without that, we wouldn't be who we are.

amasui is intricately apart of my entire life, i love every part of it, and it's a part of me.

Why don't you request some bitches

I have you and you just sent in a request

This is a Official scene from Sml Btw

Damn I am inactive here but for those that do care

Solars Villian reformation au is going on a small hiatus while I work on the fics I actually enjoy,

It's basically a chore for me at this point

You can check out the chapter for more information, but yeah

https://archiveofourown.org/works/56359639/chapters/164621614

really:

its a direct replacement for the term "selfcest"

distinction from autosexuality

i simply didn't think anyone would want to identify with it as a label

i needed the distinction from autosexual, simply because they are different experiences which can sound similar on paper. someone can be autosexual and not engage in amasui. and vice versa. [autosexuality being an attraction to oneself, and amasui being an attraction to oneself but as a seperate entity.]

i can't say that i'd coin it any different now, aside from maybe saying that people can identify as amasui if they want - not that anyone ever, ever needed my permission to do that.

now it's more all encompasing - it can be something someone does, is, or likes.

it's also why i still prefer it over terms like "mirrorshipping" - amasui isn't about shipping. mirrorshipping is a cool term, and i like it! but i needed something which inherently brings in the experience of plurals, and even fictionkin. real life relationships arent shipping, and so mirrorshipping didn't fill the niche i needed.