181225 22:34
Of course he would text me on Christmas.
He texted me to say Merry Christmas and he hopes I have a great day. He fucking spoke to me as if I didn’t say goodbye to him the week before. Spoke to me as if he didn’t forever ruin our relationship & friendship the week before. He used heart emojis and exclamation points too, that asshole.
I debated whether or not to respond. I know everyone in my life would’ve said not to. But I hate feeling guilty. So I decided to wait it out. I waited 10 hours to say thanks. I was very emotionless in my response. No emojis, no exclamation points. Just thanks, I had a good day, & you too.
So he probably spent part of his day wondering why I didn’t respond. Probably wondering if I blocked him. (His text came in as sms & not iMessage). Probably wondering if I will respond. Probably felt stupid for reaching out in the first place.
So for me, that’s a small win. Would’ve been a bigger win if I just didn’t respond. But i dunno. Like I said, I would’ve felt guilty if I didn’t.
