dylan with a giant nang

photo by billie cooper

my january wrap up <3

Head On (1998), dir. Ana Kokkinos

The Forsaken Land -  සුළඟ එනු පිණිස (2006), dir. Vimukthi Jayasundara

02:07 — i've paused a movie to write this. you know, i think i've come to a revelation. smoked salmon. that is my revelation. i keep fantasizing about living alone and getting to choose every single meal i eat every single day. i'm fantasizing about opening my fridge every day and there being smoked salmon. my perfect fridge would have all the fruits and all the veggies and then smoked salmon. and in my cupboards, tuna. safe foods. so silly how i've become scared of my dad's pasta. i forgot where i was going with this. speaking of dad, i hope he gets lazy tomorrow and decides to get pizza or halal fried chicken sandwiches for dinner. then i can excuse myself and eat smoked salmon again. tomorrow i have to be at work but it won't be a full day. i'm thinking of paying a visit to the moma afterwards. i'd like to see my starry night again as well as rené magritte's lovers. i'll stop by dali's persistence of memory as well. i want to go to the bookstore too but i'm scared. tomorrow (technically today), is friday the 13th. maybe i really shouldn't go to the bookstore. on saturday, i'll be going to the met. it's cold. i wish my face would stop breaking out.