#january?

And sometimes you just... Turn it off. Quite literally hand the reins over to someone, a specific someone. Your magic is how you love and there is a magic that renders that you capable of giving and receiving affection in a more direct way by simply shutting off the very thing you rely on most. You are vulnerable. No planning, no strategy. Just your life, as ever, in the capable hands of the woman who took one look at all your guilt and shame and said "No. Absolutely not. Put it down." And so, somehow, you found a way.