Aug 25, 2016
IT’S MY BEST FRIEND’S/PLATONIC SOUL MATE’S/SISTER’S 21st BIRTHDAY TODAY
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IT’S MY BEST FRIEND’S/PLATONIC SOUL MATE’S/SISTER’S 21st BIRTHDAY TODAY
PLEASE GO WISH HER A HAPPY BIRTHDAY
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Dudee I'm so mad. There is only Flareon, Vaperon, and Jolteon as Evee's evolutions in Pokemon Go
Yeah I know. :c I wanted a Sylveon sooooooo badly. Sigh. But at least they have Jolteon. I wouldn’t be able to live without my #1 baby. Haha.
I know this from my experience in therapy after my overdose, that you just talk about what's going on day to day and how you cope with it. Yes it sounds like a waste of time, but it isn't. It's good to talk to someone on the outside about this kind
HEY. -mini Janles fairy incoming- Don't listen to her. You're absolutely fucking gorgeous. You're family is shallow and apparently they're all pieces of shit. You're fucking awesome. You can overcome all this negativity. Don't give in. Keep smiling.
Ugh. Thank you…my mom can really be such a bitch sometimes. And it’s not like my mom is fucking itty bitty…
But, as you know, it’s ALWAYS about appearances with my family. If everything isn’t 200 percent PERFECT on the outside, my parents have to criticize it until it becomes perfect, no matter what means it becomes perfect by. They SAY they care…but they really don’t. If I have to become skinny by ana and mia again, they don’t care…as long as I’m skinny. As long as I’m the perfect child. As long as I’m perfect. That is ALL they’ve EVER cared about. Fucking christ. That’s why I didn’t want to come back here ever. I’m so sick of being the perfect child. I cannot fucking WAIT to go to New Orleans be the NON perfect child.
You know what? When I start hormones….if my parents tell the rest of my family that I died in a car crash or something? SO FUCKING WHAT. I WILL BE HAPPY ABOUT IT. FUCK IT. I am living for me now. NOT my parents.
I will be whoever I damn well want to be.
And yes I do want to be skinny. Who doesn’t? But ANYONE who is on antipsychotics, especially high doses on antipsychotics, will fucking be able to tell you that it is near impossible to be skinny while on them. Antipsychotics are known for weight gain. There IS NO ANTIPSYCHOTIC THAT DOES NOT CAUSE WEIGHT GAIN. NO SUCH THING. THEY ALL DO. And I literally HAVE to be on an antipsychotic to have a normal life so it’s not my fucking fault. A lot of them, like the one I am on now, change the way your body takes in and stores sugar. So even if you eat right and exercise, it doesn’t matter. You’re STILL going to gain weight.
Ugh….I can’t stop thinking about that comment, though. I want to cry, tbh. I hate being so isolated here and I hate having nothing to focus on. I seriously cannot wait till school starts or until I can get a transcription job…because having something to work on would really be great right about now. I feel like I’ve lost motivation and energy right now and idk if it’s a permanent thing or a just right now kind of thing…if it’s a permanent thing, I’m going to be really upset. Fuck…
Idk. I just feel really down. I’m TRYING to look at the positive side of things, but…it’s hard, man. It’s really hard. Especially when everyone around you seems to be against you…
Bring it on. I'll get a marshmallow shooter.
Oh my lord. Lol. The marshmallow shooter will forever be my nemesis.Â
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Or or or what if like we could astral project to each other so whenever were sad or lonely or bored or wanna talk or whatever one of us would just show up in like spirit form and boom. Instant buddy.
Thaaaaat would be reaaaaaally awesome! Holy fuck! I actually wonder how far astral projection can go…Coz I know it can go short distances…I doubt it can go as far as from North Carolina to Kansas, though. Lol. But that’d be so freakin’ cool, though. Whenever we’re sad or lonely or whatever…just astral project and….yeah. God, that’d be so useful.
That reminds me of those pillow things that were going around a while ago. You remember those? Idk if you saw them. The pillows for long distance friends where you could hear your friends heart beat or whatever? I think that’s what they did. That’s what this reminds me of. Lol.
But no wait. Like. If someone tried to bother you, I'd fly in their face and yell at them with my tiny rage. And bite them.
You’d be the most helpful little mini ever. You’d be my own personal watch dog. :p
Damn autocorrect and yes a literal fox.
Lmao. Literal fox. Idk why, but I just like saying that out loud. “Literal fox.”