Aug 24, 2024
I'm 3 weeks out from my original novel dropping and I'm realizing why I avoided it for so long
#like sure some people arent nice in fandom but overall the culture of kind comments only is so nice#and i get it people are paying money#they review and critque published stuff so different#i do get that#but my arcs went out and ive gotten some unsolicited opinions#and also someone rated it 3 stars#and im like holy shit maybe my skin isnt thick enough#is it too late to take my book and hide in a cave forever#im gonna cry#i dont know how people handle this#like yes yes yes i know some people wont like my writing or characters and i have to be okay with that#i know it but i dont FEEL it#all i feel is intense RSD#personal#janel rambles
