#jane thoughts

ive been keeping my mental illnesses so on the downlow rn i have only mentioned httyd to my friends like twice in the past month or so i dont think they even know im hyperfixting on it rn

So I've been talking to this person for a couple of weeks. We are very aligned in a way that's almost scary. They are very into fandoms and I initially omitted my interest in Wincest. I figured I'd bring it up in person sometime where we could have a longer discussion about it. But they straight up asked me destiel or wincest today and I really hope that's not what ruins it... Like I guess we weren't meant to be if that's what happens and I probably should've just dropped it from the beginning as a temperature check but I'm feeling very seen by this person and I'm already kinda worried. We send each other a novel of text once a day or two and now I'm just going to have to sit on the fact that I don't know how they'll feel about it for that amount of time....