#jamzserious

This was sent to me BEFORE her account was deactivated…

First off, I want you to know that everything is okay…kinda. I guess…

I didn’t realize that I was doing certain things…that made the people I look up to and admire very uncomfortable, and I’m so sorry for that. I was stupid and inconsiderate of their feelings, and so pushy and small minded. My actions are inexcusable, and I don’t expect to be forgiven easily. Or ever.

I have to work on that part of myself and be a better friend…if they still want to be friends that is. If not, then it’s my own fault and I will deal with the consequences of my actions.

Again, to the people that I’ve hurt, or made them uncomfortable and not trusting me anymore, I am so sorry from the bottom of my heart.

For the time being, me and Ame (and hopefully the others if they still want me as their friend again) are starting over. We’re still friends, just working on things and slowly reconnecting again.

Now for the second part…me and @ameliaongaku think it’s best that our ships that we made together…will end. So Crimson and Artemise, Draco and Kendall, Hexus and Raon, and many others will no longer be canon.

It’s sad…and it hurts, but it’s for the better and to start over. The last thing I want is to make this weird for her and not hold her down with these ships anymore.

In regard of Rian and Savana, they’re still together…but I’ve decided that Rian and the Heart Tribe will belong to @xyuniconnijix from now on, and that the wolfwalker trolls are sole property of Ame and Yuni now. I trust that they’ll take care of them all better than I ever could.

This also brings to the third thing I wanted to talk about. As of now, the Dark Arts Quest will be discontinued and not canon anymore, which also means that Torrent is no longer corrupted, and Crimson, Draco and Hexus will go back in being the villains again, along with the Dark Arts as their boss. Though, I still want to keep Hero as a separate character and still be the father of Torrent and Zips, so this means that Crimson and Hero are brothers, and that he’s the evil uncle instead.

Please understand that this decision was mine and Ame that we decided to do, so please PLEASE don’t harass her or anyone else for this. It’s what’s best for all of us, to start over and slowly try reconnect again. That’s something that I have to work on it for myself, and I can only hope that I can make up for my past actions. We’re still friends of course, and again, we’re just starting from scratch and will work on our friendship the way we had before. Only better!

Thanks for understanding guys, and I hope that I’m good enough to be a friend again. To be trusted again…