paid the bank $1450 for the mortgage paid the lawyer $1000 to help us evict the people living for free upstairs gone to court nothing happened. one week left, until Friday is what i told myself last week. i gots to tell myself that again, until friday next court. then they have a week to get out. i'll tell myself until friday again soon, mail came in, $400 for the "escrow" we must pay it, these letters with chase on it got me feeling some type of way... 1. we poor 2. this house, our house, aint really ours 3. there are bad people out there 4. this summer sucked 5. owning house doesn't get easier

and finally 6. can we win the lottery