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Took my first shot at using the Chromatic powders! I love them so much! I hope they come out with some more soon! I'll be doing a tutorial in the next few weeks on how to use them, so keep an eye out!

Trying to fall into this going out again thing. Even put on make-up and actual clothes to go out to the beach (socially distanced of course) the other day. This year is all about adjusting, and growing. I had known it would be a growth year for me in January. I just didn't know how much adjusting would happen. How much we'd face, and have to grow. How uncomfortable it would get. How I would feel like a completely different person just 7 months later. A lot had changed in my personal life, but a lot is changing in the world too. I don't know that anything will look the same on the other side of this. But I'm ready to embrace that change. So I'm gunna put on my make-up, my clothes and walk into the change unafraid. . . . #embracechange #growth #blog #jamminwithamyb https://www.instagram.com/p/CCG-2MHDt8h/?igshid=188plitvdivzi

My definition of success has always been a little different. It wasn't about how much money I'm making, or what titles I have under my belt. It was more about my happiness, the adventures I take, how hard I work, and the people I help along the way. While I don't think that's a bad way of measuring success, my definition has been changing a little again. I had planned a tour with my band and some friends. We put so much work into it. For some reason this tour made me feel the pride of success. When all this hit and we had to cancel, I had a little anxiety. I applied my own pressure to figure out how to be successful in this new world, and felt overwhelmed to chase this vague concept of "success". Over the last few weeks, my definition has changed and my anxiety has lifted. While I still believe I measure by happiness and the people I help, I've realized that my definition of success is when I'm walking and standing where God wants and needs me to be. So if that's touring across the country or playing online, or sitting at home messaging someone one on one, as long as I'm where he needs me, I'm good. . . . #success #perspective #musician #hisplan #jamminwithamyb https://www.instagram.com/p/CAalFFGjBEC/?igshid=1x2tv83kfji8f

I have always dreamed that by 30 I would be starting to think about having a baby. I've always dreamed of being a mother. There's a lot of places I thought I'd be right now. I turn 30 in a few months, and that's not where the Lord has me right now. I guess that's the point, those were MY plans. One day maybe it will be the right time, but it's not right now. That being said, my baby fever has been REAL. Even though I'm content with where I am, my body was screaming "It's baby time!!" (Any of my females out there feel me?). Well, God saw me, and made me a puppy mom. Let me tell you, I needed this little girl in my life. Something to pour my love into and take care of. If you follow me and see any of my other pages and posts, you may be tired of hearing about her, but the fact that everything fell into place, and that she's mine is such a blessing. I wasn't even looking. My brother and sister-in-law were. The puppy they fell in love with just happened to have a sister that needed a home too. Originally it wasn't able to happen, but I watched as each thing fell into place so she could be laying on my shoulder right now. It was nothing short of "meant to be". So since this is the only page that hasn't had a formal introduction yet, this is my baby, Melody. I'm completely in love, and be prepared for all the puppy spam. Lol. . . . #puppymom #puppylove #love #jamminwithamyb https://www.instagram.com/p/CAIf7kvjbNE/?igshid=1mjzt4c5qi6p7

This last week has been a rollercoaster of emotions. Every emotion in the book I've felt it. All at once, sometimes. Lol. I'm gunna talk about the things that made me overwhelmed with happiness, though. I want to focus on the good today, and let the rest roll away. So here we go: Last Friday we had an online release for my bands EP, and it was so awesome to see people all over the world be able to join us. If it weren't for technology and being forced to learn how to get creative since we are all in our houses right now, I wouldn't have been able to share that moment with my family and friends all over the world. Saturday our EP dropped (available on all streaming services. Check the link @sirenvalley ;) ), and I am so proud of everyone that worked on it to make it what it is and thankful for everyone that is listening to it and enjoying it! Sunday I was able to wake up and enjoy the sunrise and still watch sunrise service online with my family. I'm also trying to remember to be thankful that i do have my family under this roof together during this time. Sometimes we can drive eachother nuts being stuck in here all the time together, but I'm so lucky that I get to have them here with me. Yesterday, I was able to help my mom make a video about butterflies for her class and help her build a website as she's teaching through distance learning now. I also get to sit in the same office as her (my room), and it's kinda nice to have someone to work beside. This morning I was able to join my prayer group online and pray for eachother and others. This afternoon I was able to sit in online bible study with my girls and just be lifted up and renewed. There has been so many moments this week that filled my heart with joy, and I'm so thankful for his kindness to me even in the suffering. . . . #joy #thislastweek #emotions #thankful #jamminwithamyb https://www.instagram.com/p/B_AVLwnDVN0/?igshid=1kf0jsas9t3c1

I feel like I grew up always longing for that happily ever after moment. That moment always included a "not-so" prince (I always fell for the bad boys that turned good) getting down on one knee asking the princess (me of course) to marry him. I watched sweeping romance movies. I played games like dream phone and made up grand stories of how after he said "You're right, I really like you" and I won the game, we dated and fell madly in love. I started writing songs about falling in love in my school journals at 10 years old. I thought for sure, that after high school it was just around the corner for me. Let me just become an adult, and then I'll fall in love sometime in college, get married a couple years later, spend a few years traveling together, build my music career enough that I can live off of it, have it all all by my 30's, and then I could start having kids. I had a plan. I had a happily ever after goal set, and I was ready for it! Well guess what? God looked at my plan and said, "Let go of it, I have something better." I didnt want to believe it. I wanted to fight it. That was a great plan that I spent years of my childhood building! What do you mean by better? Well, here I am, 29, single. You know what? God was right. He did have better. I'm not saying that marriage or kids won't ever happen for me. Maybe one day they will. But that's not my "happily ever after". My happily ever after has already begun without a man. My happily ever after is sitting playing dream phone and drinking wine with my bff on the floor of her apartment. Happily ever after is writing music with my band. Happily ever after is touring with my life long friends. Happily ever after is sitting watching "This Is Us" with my mom on the couch with our dogs piled on top of us. Happily ever after is sipping coffee with my Bible study gals. Happily ever after is stepping out into my calling and trusting that what he has for me really is better than whatever I've worked up in my head.I need to remember to be thankful for my current happily ever after. While it's different from how I thought it would look, it's still just as magical. #happilyeverafter #newplans #blog #jamminwithamyb https://www.instagram.com/p/B9mNh3sDvh2/?igshid=89no8rm3dyvf

"Darkness cannot drive out darkness; only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate; only love can do that." -Martin Luther King Jr. My parents bought me this jacket for Christmas. It's one of my favorite things I own. Yes, because it's cute, but also, because it is a reminder to me. Just like I put on this jacket in the morning to head out the door, I also need to put on an attitude of love. You can roll your eyes and call me a hippie, that's fine. I just want to remind you that in a world with so many people armed with hate, we need to wake up in the morning ready for battle by arming ourselves with love. I was talking in my bible study with my girls yesterday about how we can have righteous anger sometimes. You can be upset and hurt and angry with a good and just reason and it's ok to feel that. We talked about how to brst handle that kind of hurt in a productive way. How it can be so easy to want to fight fire with fire. It can be so easy to want to fight hate with hate. But what good does that bring? It just makes the fire bigger. It makes the hate stronger. It burns everything down. It's not always easy to take a step back and choose love instead. I know that, but I also know I'm not looking for what's easy. I'm looking for healing. I'm looking for change. So I'm going to ask God every morning that he gives me so much love that it overflows into everyone around me. That people will feel the joy of unconditional love, and that it will cause a chain reaction that spreads a light and conquers the darkness. . . . #lovewins #always #blog #spreadlove #jamminwithamyb https://www.instagram.com/p/B9CUwRYFGeu/?igshid=jqicpgo29s7n

Hair back, game face on. I've spent many days sitting in this seat next to my girl @janellcramptonmusic working on our upcoming tour. It's become somewhat of a mini office for us. Sitting in the dining room with our notebooks, laptops, and a Starbucks in hand. It's funny, because we don't even have to say it anymore. She comes to pick me up and we both have our Starbucks reusable cups ready to go, because caffeine is most definitely needed as we trudge through E-mails and "office" work. We laugh, and commiserate, and sing a long to songs while we work. It's therapy and work wrapped in one. But by far, my favorite part of our work days is getting to sit next to my friend, and see a strong woman pursue her passion. That we get to cheer eachother on in our strengths and lift eachother up in our weaknesses. That we get to encourage eachother to be unapologetically bold. To be women unashamed of ourselves and what we want. That is something I'm going to carry with me everyday for the rest of my life. . . . #inspiration #women #work #musician #jamminwithamyb https://www.instagram.com/p/B8wZs09AYza/?igshid=15dkgrio90tbr