Haven't been in front regularly for a few years now and out of the blue had a dream about a guy I had a situationship with (and still haven't really moved on from whoops) and found myself in front again for the first time in ages and saw an "on this day" thing on tiktok and apparently today was either a day they called and left a voicemail or the day we screenrecorded said voicemail so we could hold onto it in case we ever switched phones (which we did, so...good I guess. Would have lost something precious to us otherwise) so I got hit with a 1-2-3 punch of "dream of guy, voicemail from guy, also you're in front now for the first time in a couple years... here's everything you missed" and it's things like living in two different states since I was host, finally deprogramming fully, getting remarried partly for insurance reasons and partly because several folks were dating several folks in their system and wanted to get married. What a mind fuck this morning has been. Universe really said that they were going to make me feel every emotion on the human spectrum this morning lmfao. The fuck
