#jade starter

“I’ll make this clear, if you leave right now...you will never see me again,” and Jade meant it. She finally let herself go and do something just for her, she fell for his words, his body and his soul and the fact he couldn’t respond to her confession made her angry. Just because this wasn’t allowed didn’t mean what she felt wasn’t real. “I tell you I love you and you get scared...I didn’t tell you to grovel at my father’s feet- I just told you have I fucking feel!” she said hitting her fist against his chest. 

“i told you not to have good expectations from me,” when jade brought him here to meet her family, it was supposed to be her cousins wedding at the estate but it became a giant mess during the reception. parents fighting, uncle getting sent to the hospital, and her mom having offered jade’s boyfriend money to break up.  she of course left out that she was the daughter of one of the biggest oil rigs owners in the country when they started dating because she liked being normal and not having the drama following her. “now you know why i live in that apartment and work at the animal hospital- so you can leave now, i won’t stop you it is a lot.”

“I just want to be left alone - in peace. I want to be happy. I want to be...normal. I want to stop being afraid of what I am - of what I might become. Do you have any idea what it’s like to be afraid of who you are because of how you were born?”

“You’re unbelievable.” She said as she took a few steps away from the other as it dawned on her that this had never been a real relationship, friends to lovers was actual bullshit. “You know they say that people know in the first three months of being in a relationship if it will actually be worth continuing.”

“Just stay there-” she said as she began hitting the side of the gun. “You asshole, when this unjams you’re going to regret bringing me to this hell house.”

JADE: If you send me another snapchat of your ugly ass kid, I'm going to kill you.