We'd straighten our hair Just to think we were going to someone fair And we would touch Kiss me but I'm confused Let's touch more Maybe this will feel right We listen to the veil But my heart is turning stale God these kisses Where am I? Is this right? What do we feel? You speak truth But this feels fake Taste me again Convince me this is real I can't see it Let me try again Oh God I can't feel it Oh God I can't feel it When do your words have meaning When do they bleed into my soul When do I believe it I feel so confused Stare into my eyes Don't you see My eyes are clouded Why do you ignore it Am I blind Is this a lost cause Do I follow these lies Or do I follow the sound of my sighs You'll shush them You'll silence them You'll hold me And I gander at freedom What life am I living? Is it true and wanted? Or is it fake and expected? What control do I have? More than I think But you're here to convince me your more But what do I want Can I walk away I want something real You'll stay right Right Or is this again another story to enter my past How much longer for me to play this game Maybe this game is empty Should I search for reality What is even real Tell me what is real But who can tell me what it is.....