#jack musing

but idk I sometimes think I make him too.. hm.. idk the word for it but maybe too whiny? I think he has a lot of problems but just hides them all so the others dont notice.

He cant concentrate in class so therefor he fails tests, which make him upset on the inside cause he sees everyone else doing so good. But since he cant follow along whenever he tries to do homework he just gets frustrated and gives up. He gets scared to ask others for help cause he wants to prove to them that he can do it by himself even though he really cant.

Theres also how he feels  no one can take him seriously and that he feels outside the loop most of the time. Jack tends to screw up and make bad choices that he regrets later, such as letting secrets slip. Which makes the others not trust him with important things.

But he wants to be able to have those heart to hearts with people he just doesnt know how to. He always just wants to cheer everyone up and he doesnt want the others to worry about his problems.

He looks up to Queen and Ace too, and well, basically all of the class but those two the most. The whole class has qualities he wish he could have and he thinks if hes not goofing around or making jokes then he just fades into the background.

idk i feel like I make him have too many inner problems jdkalsjkd

but i really like the drinking problem for some reason.