#j:

everythings so soft but its... happy soft

I hate you The person you became was in spite of everything you wanted for us. It was all to prove a point.... All because you wanted to show me how 'bad' for you it was to love me. So You yelled get away from me if I got too 'friendly' You hit my shoulder every time I tried to hold your hand publicly You told everyone I was crazy You pushed me on to the ground to prove a point And you cried how I was the bad guy to your friends And Yet I stayed there after everything you said, I stayed with tears in my eyes holding you as you quietly said you were sorry. You kissed my neck and that's when I felt it. I loved you, but you hated me because you loved me. And that made me die a little on the inside - excerpt from a story I want to forget