#izzy.chat

       A B O U T

content warning: familiar death, depression mention

♛     a native to centralia. her parents were both cops. his father is still working, but her mother died in action about five years ago.

♛     she was three when her parents won a full paid vacation to new york city, which included tickets to see a ballet. she was not included but they loved her too much they couldn’t leave her behind, therefore, hers were the only tickets they paid for. and it was worth it because she discovered her passion in life.

♛     she never stopped dancing after that, excelling at everything she attempted. her mother was just as dedicated to it, taking time off work to driver her to and from the nearest big city to classes and competitions. it was clear she would be a star.

♛     but then her mom died when she was seventeen. it was the hardest hit for izzy, because her father would never dedicate half as much time to be with her. so she was left feeling lonely and hopeless for her ballet career, but in one last push, izzy decided to travel to new york to try out for their company.

♛     it was a mess. she was too nervous, barely slept on the train there, lost her wallet within minutes of being in the city, and after getting late to the audition, and being forgiven for being from a small town (which felt quite discriminating to her in that moment), halfway through the audition she couldn’t land a jump properly which messed up her knee. izzy tried to finish her part but it was pointless. she knew the results before even getting them.

♛     that same night she ended up in the hospital, because her knee kept swelling up. her father had to come all the way from centralia, and long story short, it took them two months to get back home, since izzy had to get through rehab.

♛     she was depressed for the longest time. it felt like ages, but it was more like two years before izzy started to get back into life. she had shut down her old friends, she wasn’t sure what she had, but she started going out for walks, train her knee to last a little longer, and try to get it back to where it was, in hopes she could get back to her dream, which is what her mother would have wanted.

♛    she felt like her entire life was over when her dream of being a professional ballet dancer disappeared from her possibilities, but in hopes to still dance at every little second she could, she took on the role of a dance teacher at the local dance studio. she loves working with little kids- they bring something in her that nobody else does. they’re so genuine, which she feels it’s something people lose as they grow older. 

        M I S C E L A N E O U S

✯      if you don’t know her, you would not know she’s a ballerina. she’s too far from the type. she’s not feminine, and would put comfort over fashion any other day.

✯      ok when there’s a big event, there’s a little bit of a change. her mother used to get her get ready, got her clothes, did her hair– it’s kind of a habit she took after her mother passed. and she loves it. but she won’t admit it. and it won’t last long before she’s driving around with the dress undone and barefoot.

✯      done with your shit, her own shit and the world’s shit. doesn’t believe shit until she sees it. and that comes with people and promises. she’s very very skeptical. will throw punches, kicks and claws if need to. not scared of getting into fights. she has, in fact.

✯      she hates her life and is always looking for excuses to get out of work, or home, or anything.

✯      loves driving around town with the windows rolled down.

✯      she works out everyday. find her running around the park or boxing her own shadow to get some stress out. very straight edge.

✯      she limps a little bit every now and then, especially when she’s overworked herself- which happens pretty often, but she tries to keep it hidden pretty well. you will never hear her complain, though. just wince.

C O N N E C T I O N S

FRIENDS FROM SCHOOL. probably boys. she liked hanging out with them more.

THE ONE BEST FRIEND. the one girl/nb friend she had back in school. they were inseparable, know everything about each other. izzy cut her off when her mom died, and they probably started getting close again in the past 2 years or so.

FIRST ANYTHING. a boy, because she was not open. this was her first boyfriend, first kiss and first time at around sixteen, barely seventeen. tres cute. also cut him off when her mom died, their break up was pretty nasty.

COWORKERS

GIRL CRUSH. who she gets very nervous around and she’s just a bunch of ghfjdjdshj. girl is pretty obvious.

BOY CRUSH. who she gets very violent at. she’ll punch his shoulder. never admit she likes him. but she does.

NEIGHBORS? ➳     i picked up your mail accidentally, opened it and realized you owe a shit ton of money to the bank? ➳     you accidentally looked into my window while i was changing? ➳     you/i caught you/me getting locked out of my place and we had coffee while someone else came home.

i have no mind rn. give anything to me.

** by me saying girl/boy, i include all sorts of genders in between, it’s more of the way they present. *** connections can also be based on chemistry, etc. just love me and love her.