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"hmm... i definitely knew that i would eventually do other things like acting," you say, tilting your head to the side, "but i was really nervous about if i would be good at acting or if i would enjoy it."

you let out a laugh before thinking a little bit more, "but i never would have guessed becoming an ambassador for a fashion brand or going to fashion week in paris. seventeen year old me would be so surprised if she could see us now!"

“umm… there have been a few times. the first time i thought about breaking up with them was when me and hongjoong got in our big fight. i remember crying myself to sleep a few times because i thought he didn’t love me anymore. i did end up taking a three month break from them and our relationship and it definitely made me rethink about everything.”

“me and wooyoung have also gotten into petty arguments that turned heated and it has made me consider breaking up with him. but i think we love each other too much to actually go through with actually breaking up.”

“so i had a crush on yunho and seonghwa for the loooongest time when we were trainees. i was such a blushing and stuttering mess when around them, it was embarrassing,” you say with an awkward laugh as you remember your teenage self. “honestly yunho was the one to confess to me first and i was so surprised because HE actually liked ME? unbelievable.”

“i tried to confessed to san which was a fail in itself because i literally tripped and fell right in front of him. i ran away and never got to official confess, but it turns out he had overheard me talking to yunho about it.”

do you have any couple traditions?

“seonghwa loves going on little picnics together. we usually go on them when the weather is warm. it’s something we have always done in order to just sit and chat with each other.”

how long was the ‘flirting’ phase before actual feelings got involved?

“favorite date with each of the guys? with hongjoong we usually do studio dates and he helps me with my music, but i love going on late night walks with him and just… talking. and like long walks too. i just love talking with him.”

“with seonghwa we usually go on picnics and eat snacks together. those are usually the type of dates i love going on with him. lately, i’ve been getting into legos with him and since it’s always cold we’ve been building legos together. i bought some non-star wars ones so we can do together and it’s been really fun! they’re mostly just famous landmark buildings.”

“yunho and me usually do a lot of different things together but i really like go to the practice room and just dance. a lot of times we just slow dance and talk. i just really like being in his arms, he’s always felt like home to me.”

“my favorite type of date with yeosang also applies to jongho as i absolutely love going to different cafés with them and trying them out. we are constantly looking for new ones to go to. it’s like a little tradition we have with each other and i love doing it with them.”

“i really like playing games with san. the type of dates were we just stay in the dorm and play games. recently we’ve been obsessed with the sims and currently our sims have gotten married and we built a house for them and they had a child. it’s really cute and relaxing especially when it’s with him.”

“me and mingi like to do movie nights. we watch new movies, old movies, rewatch some movies, and we also watch tv shows. we do this every thursday even when one of us is out of the country, we facetime and watch the movie together. it’s just fun relaxing and watching movies with him.”

“wooyoung’s been obsessed with trying to teach me how to cook. sometimes the other members join us but most times they leave me to fend for myself against him. i like those dates with him but i also like when we go shopping or out to eat. lately we’ve been going to the beach in the afternoons and watching the sunset as we talk and take turns laying in each other’s arms.”

who’s more protective

who fell for who first ( if applicable )

Thank you!

who’s more protective?

“i think yeosang wants to be more protective between the two of us, but to be honest i am. i love yeosang with my chest and think he just needs to be protected by everything.”

“jongho is. i think it’s because he’s the maknae and tries to always act tough. sometimes i just want to protect him and baby him, and i try not to do it often but sometimes i can’t help it.”

who fell for who first?

“yeosang did. he told me how developed a crush on me a little after we became friends. when he confessed to me i thought he was joking because how could someone so pretty like me.”

who fell for who first ( if applicable )

who leaves more marks ( lipstick, hickeys, scratchmarks etc. )

who fell first?

“hongjoong did. my feelings didn’t start until after we all debuted. i was more focused on impressing him than liking him. he told his feelings first came when i used one of his songs for my monthly evaluation. i was shocked that he had liked me for so long.”

“i think i did. at first wooyoung wanted nothing to do with me when he came to kq. only because i was getting close to yeosang,” you say with an eye roll as you huff at the memory, “my feelings didn’t come right away after we became friends but i know for sure that i fell first once he finally let me get to know him.”

who leaves more marks?

“hongjoong definitely leaves more marks when he feels jealous and has pent up stress. he has a thing for leaving hickeys where only him or the others can see. i don’t know sometimes he’s weird.”